Meredith Lee

Late Night Thoughts

2012-03-19T23:33:00.001+08:00

I miss the day watching Boys Over Flowers. I am a person who do not love watching drama that much, cause I know very well that I would be easily addicted to it and abandon my study times. And COMPLETELY ignore my schedule :p Ehehe. So, it was the first drama besides Sailor Moon which I can watch over the day and the night oh gosh. I think I am very easy to get affected by the movie and the emotions. Later the day, I will just do things all by myself, forget to joke around. I think it's dangerous.

So, after the SPM, I promised my cousin and my friends to watch Dream High. Honestly, I haven't even watch a single episode yettt. Well, yetttt. Am I scared or something. Haha. I am not too sure about that. I guess it's just uncomparable to the reality. If you watch a super duper high class romance movie, you will have some expectations in your relationship next time, this kind of thing often leads to argument or something. Like ' why don't you be like the guy in the movie Dream High 2 and bla bla. " See? Expectations and comparisons. Sounds pretty awful.

It's 11pm. I find it very hard to sleep. Why? Damn I just had a cup of coffee.

Hey you guys should be grateful cause I have time to blog now! :DD HAHA. Wao, cause normally back in last year, at this moments, I was definitely 100% on the bed right now. I can't stand wanting-to-sleep feeling in the class. I hate when I can't pay attention in the class but ended up talking to my friends lols.

# Listening to Lucky song, one of the nice songs from BOF.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CahSFdADx9E&list=LLmIvGjrwM6CHK73OQpvS1pA&index=8&feature=plpp_video

Nostalgic max! Lots of flashback about Hong Kong. Most of the time when I travelled around Hong Kong in the bus, I usually plugged in headphone and listened to the songs repeatedly. It even makes me remind about the big city and the pretty sunsets. Haha adrenaline rush =p Hong kong is a realllly nice place to travel! If you bring enough money, speak good cantonese, having good sense of humour, ability to ask for more discounts from the shopkeeper and oh good argument skills. -.- Mind you, I scolded by some shorter than me girls ugh, they are bit rude that's all I can say.

SPM results is coming out in 2 more days. Well, nothing I can do now except to PRAY hard. Mehh. Mum said like 8 A's ok lah or even 9 A's also can. If you get 10 A's I bring you go Hong Kong again. I was reading my newly bought book, then when I heard about hong kong, I was like, Mum you must be kidding me! Y U NO say 9A's then can go Hong Kong. I bit stressed leh. Time to go arcading again- the house of dead 4 =}

What am I currently doing at home?

8 -9am - Waking up having breakfast
9- 10am - Newspaper and piano time
11-12 pm- Lunch
12-2pm - Computer
2-3 pm - Nap
3-4pm- Tea break & Movies!
4-6pm- Chores, Reebok
6-8pm- Dinner and chores
8- 10pm - Reading time
9/10 - 11pm- Online and Movie
12pm- Sleep

A Leather Day

2012-03-15T13:56:00.001+08:00

Hey guys! I was about to close down my window but I saw my blog there and it was like blog me blog me.
BAHA say like how popular I am bluekkkk. I went for a movie yesterday with a girl-friend of mine. John Carter was an awesome movie indeed. And I had seen so many action movies but seldomly have those humourous part. But THIS movie. So inspiring! So inspiring!

Concl: Watch more under 18 movies before turning into 18!!

Currently, I bought a new top (50%). AND I saw a leather jacket yesterday at Kuching Sentral! The best part of shopping at non-branded store is that, you can get the forever and only one shirt in kuching, so you would get bumped into a person wearing the same shirt with you while walking on the streets. Yes, so malu and embarrassing rightt. Secondly, you can discount the price!

I don't care you just give me RM60! I don't care! 60! =PP Ok so the original price was RM 72.90. Dude, you must be kidding me! you must be. Made in China punteng? I am not too sure about that lah. Based on my mind, I think it should be around RM50. Ahtiii. Kakak just said RM65 lah, really cannot liao.

In the end, I went back home. Opened up my closet and just see how many shirts and tops can I match with bahahahahaa =.= Am I the only one doing this?

Man, I just need more and more starbucks hahhahahah =3
Interesting and RICH people pictures.

School is starting soon. Oh wait, College. I am still not getting used to calling it college but school. Final list, Tarot cafe. I must try it one day, ONE day. Plenty of chance I guess, especially during lunch break.

BUT before that, SPM results out soon. Poker face. NoNO. God bless me. I had already made the best out of it so just pleaseee at least Straight A's , please NO B.

A picture of my Kelvin here. TROLOL =3

白色情人节快乐

2012-03-14T19:49:00.001+08:00

朋友，白色情人节快乐 =)

Of Scales

2012-03-11T23:06:00.001+08:00

Outfit #2
2 Tops: PDI
Pants : Hush Puppies
Gold Bracelets: Korean Boutique
Pink Belt: Miss Whatever

I don't care what other people think about me anymore. :p Haha. It's seriously true and the truth. Be yourself and everyone you love will stick around and be with you. I used to really care about how/what other people think about me, and it made me super tiring. For example, I used to care about my weight so much. How I look in front of many people. And if I hanged out with my skinny friends, I felt super low-esteem with them and I can't make myself happy. I am scared to eat. Yes. Scared to eat lots of fatty things, like lastly I was even afraid to eat rice for 3 times a day. Cause I know carbohydrates makes me fat, I even count the calories whenever I eat a small packet of snacks. If it's more than like 20++ calories per how many fucking kg, I would refused myself to eat them. Back to that, I can't believe myself being like that in the past.

After then, I felt incredibly tired at school, I was in afternoon sessions class. Indeed I lost freaking 2 kgs but sometimes, I really can't pay full attention in the class, and it pulled my results down. At that moment, I felt double depressed, not to forget double stressed. I started to really really care, and even deep down, I don't feel like eating anything. But of course you feel hungry if you don't eat at all. So, I choose to eat lots of vege, at times, I don't even dare to scoop out meat from the soup, incredibly I don't really eat meat like I am right now.

Yes, now I think like what you guys think right now, " This girl is incredibly crazy." Yes I was sooo crazy! What was I thinking about. Oh haha. I guess why. Come to think about it, you can guess lots of people around you always come the topic about your body size. I myself already really care about it, what comes out more when other people said it right in front of your face? It seriously broke me at that moment. I don't even know why I can't lost my weights to super duper 40kgs. People always compared my weights to my friends and family.

Lets just exit them.

Now I do live a happy life now. I realised that your truly true friends never come to a point at which they care about your weight. They will never ever say something like lost some more weights dude, you can fit us better or some other hurtful craps. If you have a few of friends like that, please just leave yourself alone. Don't listen to them and struggle. This includes your loved one. It is your LIFE. If you're not happy, what more to say you can make others happy and have fun with them all the time in your life. Let yourself choose then. If you're healthy enough, neither skinny nor obese, let it be then.

I don't even sure since when I myself don't care about how other people think about me now. Well, at first, a huge thank you to some good friends of mine in high school :) I already exit those friends who were once so care about my fucking scales ( not in the same high school ), Maybe self-help books? Tumblr (LOL)

Oh yes! I forgot to say my very favourite youtuber. She is not that famous but she has a good sense of humour, a very cheerful one and indeed positive in every aspects of life. Feel free to message and ask me :) But not here in the blog. Facebook private message :D I think she influenced me a lot. And of course, coffeeeeeeee =)

When you feel hungry, just drink coffeeeeeeee!!!!

Haha. Wearing black shirt makes you look more slim. Indeed it's the truth lo :p So I myself dare not to say that I am skinny but I do still exercise not just about the fact of losing weight but to be healthy. I watch tv while dating the Reebok at home instead of sitting on the sofa craving for snacks. Of course you can do anything as long as it makes you happy. Haha. I am happy for who I am now. I admit , still, I wear a size L. :) Lols, of course most you guys think that the pretty mei nv loitering around spring there must wear a size of S or M. Meh. Poker face. I like comfy shirts, I can move around easily and whenever I can just go out basketballing without changing another suit that's way too mahuan for me.

oh. I bought a new shirt

Hehe. Obviously it's the shirt I wear above lololol. Camwhoring melts my moodiness :)

Outfit #3
Top: ZARA
Pants: HP

Yes. Just some pictures. Feel free to leave some comments!

Prefer #1 or #2 ? =p

This World

2012-03-08T15:11:00.000+08:00

“Sometimes I sit on my
Front porch swing
Just soaking up the day
I think to myself
This world is a beautiful place” –Martina McBride

Blues

2012-03-07T23:19:00.008+08:00

I feel exactly the same as in the past again. Crap. Something dragged me to the past again which I really did not like it there. It's a torture when people around you know that you're in trouble and they all leave you. It's a torture when you're listening to a song repeatedly that reminds you everything you want to forget and expressing the same feeling as you are in now. Does anyone ever feel they have no one to talk to when they're down? Like they have no friends? At times, when you are asking someone how do they feel today, some or seldomly, they just keep quiet, staring blankly and lets silence flow all the way. They are not trying to ignore you, they are not trying to be mean to you. They are just thinking, don't bother about w-h-a-t are they thinking, they just think. Give some spaces to others.

Hmm. What comes, comes. I'll let it be.

Walking down the street alone in the middle of the night. Thinking that you're so tired that you can't take it anymore. More weights are stressing on you without any guiltiness. When you feel like as if you can't walk or even stand. You never cry in the crowds, you never even try to cry in front of your close friends. You lock yourself up in your room, close your eyes, force yourself to sleep. Moonlight shining upon you, you open your eyes, tears uncontrollably flowing out non-stop. You can't take it anymore, you hug your ownself and blanket around you, cry as hard as you can. As if a voice echo-ing around you, Cry just cry, nobody can hear you, see you, judge you and laugh at you now, just cry out , it will be okay from now on.

You cry finish, you have a look on your alarm clock. It shines 3.46am. You stand up, walk to your desk, open up your diary and write. Every single feelings, every thoughts, all the complains, you just write all of them down. You can't take it anymore. The dogs starts to bark outside. You wipe away your tears while you're still continuously scribbling. People can see your hardest shell everyday, nobody knows , however you are the only one understand how small and how weak you are. Of the deepest corner in your heart.

At least, I found a good arcading partner who can arcades really well with me when I am feeling down. I 'll just, arcade later. We just keep quiet, we know each other's troubles pretty well. Indeed a very good friend. Shooting, the most to forget all about the blues. Then we eat and eat.

I believe, good days are coming soon. At least, I hope so.

Smiles :D

Music, The Partner

2012-03-07T13:05:00.002+08:00

Driving lessons later! Finally, I find that I am able to make friends with the car, not like the first and the second time. Goodness sake, my sifu didn't scold me for that. I was quite blur at times, and I dislike that super much. It made me feel stupid than usual. I need to do this well. I need to do better. I must be able to go through it. Strength, needless to say. Not to forget, my working day. On the first day of work, my friend, Ah Koon told me the table numbers either flowing clockwise or anticlockwise. The restaurant links to 2 sections, 5 and 6. Sometimes, I just get confused with the numbers, and the manager there kept on rushing me to send the menue here and clean up tables.

But it is how you gain experience in that hopeless way. Andrew Matthews writes splendid books. But just please, lower down your price lo. If I don't earn 1Malaysia voucher, I wouldn't buy your books in cash.

Ok Back to the topic. Most of you guys especially close friends, know that my favourite passion is listening to music! :D I often deleted my nice pictures I captured randomly, just to download more nice songs for me to listen to no matter where I am. In the car, I plugged in the headphone, listening to them ( act like I am one of the aritist acting in a movie lolololol) Haha. Or even before classes, before bedtime. So I spoiled the headphone =.= I have one now which I stole from daddy =3

While I was pointlessly searching over youtube, I saw one of the video about this cute thing! :D

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oukGoGKJRjA&feature=relmfu

I wonder how much it costs =x It looks so cute by the way too :D Yes, the video stated that you can get it in 7 eleven store, but I wonder how is it in Malaysia's 7 eleven store. O.o

Better go and have a look!

心在作怪

2012-03-06T22:52:00.000+08:00

我们所看到的世界，只是自己内心的反映；
心情开朗时，见到的人都友善亲切；
心情烦躁时，碰上的人仿佛都面目可憎。
拥有一颗快乐心的人，见到的是一个值得欢欣的世界；
内心充满仇恨的人，看到的是一个令人愤怒的世界；
心中满是忧伤的人，看到的则是一个充满悲哀的世界。

Sheep that dad got for me, it can talk!

Shopping Weekends

2012-03-05T14:09:00.000+08:00

So, what should I say? Holiday aren't coming to an end yet. And so many things are waiting for me to finish them. So, I will just doing a small chunk each day to finish them off as fast as I can. Friends asked me out quite a few times to celebrate about the fact that we got a pass in the last month's exams. It's a pass! but yet unsatisfactory for me :x Haiz. Why am I so negative now? I do care alot about my marks though. Of course, my other friends got higher than me, I guess I should work pretty hard on the next few months of uni's life. :) Yea, that's all I have to do now.

Yesterday was the busiest working day among the 4. While I am doing this, the other customers kept calling me, " Can you get me some chilies?", " Oh, please, my food hasn't arrive yet, can you check it for me?"," Hey, clean this all up!". Omg, for the first time in my life, I think I play a really successful role as a Cindrella :x. Cindrella! Man, I still have to send those drinks to other table. And I don't know where the f my girl partner is =.= And she walked really really slow, I almost had to do all of them!

Anyway, last night, I went to The Spring with my parents. Well, I lost my mum when I came out from the toilet -.- Ah bet she went to somewhere else. So, I went around alone. I was so disappointed last night when I stepped my feet in the Nicole sellling clothes store. There was a Sale 70%, but I don't like the shirts there at all. So I decided to walk inside really really inside there, I saw a realllllllllllllllllly cute, wait I think I fell in love on that knitted-while-long sweater. Omgoodness! It's super cute!!! The moment I flip over the price tag, I was like please please god, abit cheaper just a little bit cheaper. Then yea, RM 159.90, Sale 20% =.= oh, I hope I can save more money to buy this :(

Mum bought those. Sushi last night, nearly full seats. Enough said in the beginning of the month.

I promised you guys to do an outfit update , did I? :3

#1
Grey Top: MNG
Blue Bag: Vietnam
Necklace: Owl, Melb
Jeans: PDI

命中注定

2012-03-02T21:58:00.001+08:00

別等不該等的人，別傷不該傷的心。

有些人，注定是生命中的過客；

有些事，常常是讓我們很無奈。

與其傷心流淚，不如從容面對。

孤獨，不一定不快樂；

得到，不一定能長久；

失去，不一定不再擁有。

愛的時候，讓他自由；

不愛的時候，讓愛自由。

看的淡一點，傷就會少一點。

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摘自
圖:幾米繪本《我夢遊你夢遊》
文:網絡轉載
注:分享需要另外copy文字

To do list 2012

2012-03-01T13:07:00.001+08:00

It's 1st of March today! :D How are you guys doing? Studying or holidaying like me? I know you guys are sick of hearing this, I am mad bored at home XP Haha. If there's no internet at home, I would really eventually died. Lols joking.

Finally, I got a good news yesterday on facebook. My friend, Sam tagged me in a post about the Club Recruitment Drive thing at our school. Oh I was overjoyed. Haha. Admit it loh, I am an outgoing person, moderately. Soooo, I reached school at 8.30am! Woo haha that was pretty early hehe. I was like, waa, finally get back to this place again, hmm I don't know. I just like to go back I don't know why, less stress maybe. Or even because of friends? I have no idea mehhh ;p

I'm pretty sure lots of smart people had made their to do list all throughout the year, of what should they do, they must do or something they would love to. I should have started it in January, but in fact, MPW started, and I really forgot about that. One good thing about holiday is, you're just too bored till you can think and suddenly remember what things you should do at this very moment.

So this morning. I opened my diary and wrote down somethings which I would love to share with you guys. Oh let me know your todolist too, maybe I can have some add-on! =D

Blog more, Staying organized.

I promised myself last year that I shall blog more and to be a hardworking last-year high school student. Well, erm. Things doesn't flow smoothly LOL. Please please please, I must be really hardworking this year lo. I'll try my really best to upload more pictures and outfits update too! ;p

2. Save 10% from your income monthly. Tryyyyyy!

....... to go Korea. Oh well. I am so into shopping for clothes. I can't help it! It's wayyy so good to hang out with guys LOL. Cause they never go shopping. Yup, guys do that right? AND, you'll never get a chance or spend more than 5 minutes in the costume store. They will pull you out no matter what -.- So, I promised myself don't bring too much cash out liao, and save at least 10% from my what I call salary.

3. Find a physical activity that I like and stick with it.

Recently, on the club recruitment drive day itself, I joined 2 clubs! Guess what? Dance club and music club! :) Ahaa. At first, I joined music club only. According to a friend of mine, music club don't have a piano and even a keyboard. That's pretty sad right. But oh well, people promised to teach me violin. Hope I don't get angry and bang his violin ahahahha XD Reebok workout and friendship park.

4. Cheer people up! =)

5. Spend more time with your family.

According to some studies, it can lead to greater life satisfaction, self-esteem, and happiness!! Know them better! Well. I usually have a habit of just sitting in the computer room every night to chat with people and browsing through awesome blog posts. But eventually I spend less time with my families except going out for movies and dinners. SO, I decided to turn on wireless, carried my phone to the living room to watch episodes with my daddy while I still can tweet and facebook!

6. Redecorate your room mere!

Random photos of friends, artwork, family and outfits perhaps :)

Random: I hope this doesn't happen anymore this year. *Get myself a planner*

How I spend my Feb/ March holiday!

2012-02-26T21:16:00.004+08:00

I don't want to love anymore.
LOLOLOL haha kidding! Haha I can see your sweat face now! :P

Man~ Sorry didn't blog that much this few days. If you have realised that I change my blog theme pic edi? Haha. Nice or not? I spent quite a long time doing that. :) But anyway, it shall lasts a whole year or two. See if its getting my freak on then I will change it to a new one. Who knows.

So my holiday starts! Yes, for a whole month. Honestly, I miss those days in school man. I prefer having something particular to do than staring at computer at home whole day and housechores and piano everyday. It's just so boring. So yea, finally, I get myself a job :)

Guess where? I work as a waitress! Well, not that much difference compared to doing housechores at home. I eventually doing the same things like at home. Haha. Buttt, it's quite an enjoyable job to do. I just kinda having quite a hard time remembering those table name, from where to where, flowing clockwise or anticlockwise. MAN, I sent food wrongly to another table yesterday. Just really get my freak on. I was like why am I doing the wrong stupid thing again? Man shit bla bla bla. Keep repeating those self torturing words in my mind.. to myself haha while having my poker face on. -_-

As a waitress, you just must work fast. Especially at a busy good business day. Haha. Guys, still guessing where? xp Good tips man, I work during weekends nia, from 8 am. But as though walking fast, I am a fast walker, so yea. Good thing happened today -_- No one was laughing! Everyone just staring at me, but it's not a big deal, just a few tables of customers and waiters and waitresses there. I tripped =.=''' Ah man, I just have to chang my converse shoes? But, right, senior the che che came and asked if i was ok or not. Then she said just be careful next time while walking, cause they use piao bai water to mop the floor SWEAT face again. Ahhh. And one of the small girl looked away as she felt very guilty for mopping the floor that wet. Lols, it's okay liao xiao mei mei. Don't mop the floor next time! XD

So, the add on! :X I have a new hobbies- arcade. Usually u guys can find me at spring upstairs practicing my shooting skills. Among all of them, The House of Dead 4 is still my favourite game.

If God exists, then please give me the strength to get through all this.

:) Just everything by now. Life's tough but I will try my really best to get over you, troubles.

My Day In Quotes

2012-02-24T14:05:00.003+08:00

Life’s not about people who act true to your face. It’s about people who remain true behind your back.

Never walk in the footsteps of others, or you won’t leave any of your own.

You can’t stop the waves, but you can learn to surf.

Never judge a book by its cover. Without reading the story first.

开始喜欢上阴天

2012-02-23T13:38:00.004+08:00

开始喜欢上阴天
一首让人放松的歌曲
一边享受凉凉的微风
有些事可以用不同的心情面对
相对的心情也会变的辽阔一些
我享受我的生活
我享受我的人生
美丽的风景
优美的旋律
一杯香醇的咖啡
做我喜欢的事
这就是一种能
让人微笑的幸福

A Valentine.

2012-02-14T14:50:00.000+08:00

Today is a Valentines Day. Personally, Valentines Day has not been an issue for me. I never celebrate Valentines Day. In short, I am always forever alone on that day LOL. But it has been so long, I am really used to it. Usually, during this special day, couples will like sending flowers to each other, cuddling, kissing to show how much they love each other. A few friends of mine are going out dating with their partners, and when I was out last night, I even saw lots of couples here and there, buying flowers. I am not jealous, I really feel happy for them personally :)

I never been in a relationship before. Honestly, yes baby. I believe that everyone has their own bitter pasts. Mine either. (duh) Of course I like many people before but not counted as the love. Love is like after both of you had been together (officially) and can better be called as love. Like example, I like all of my friends. There is really a symmetry between love and like. So, I really don't like guys liking many girls at a sudden, they flirt around showing that many girls like them. Certain guys not all. In my relationship, I really trust in loyalty. If you really like the first one, you wouldn't not ended up liking the second one. So be with the second one. That is so true according to Johnny Depp. Am I right?

Hopeless after all. I don't get why guys cheat. Is that call a cheat? Do guys confess to other girl even at the same time he himself said that he likes another girl as well? I have seen so many around and I am not very. comfortable with it. If you really don't like the second one, okay maybe you do but not as much as you like first one, so just stop flirting, sweetalking and stay eye contact with the other one. You will ended up hurting the other one, trust me when I touched this point. Girls are never a thing for you guys to reserve and as a tool to cure your own wounds. If you really like someone, then go for it. If you don't like that girl, but ONLY want to own them, just fuck off.

Everyone has their own pasts. Those are only written in my scrapbook at home ahahahah. Okay, goodbye. Off to self study in the library.. Time to move on.

2012-02-14T14:28:00.000+08:00

Malaysian Studies

2012-02-12T13:04:00.000+08:00

You know what, my Malaysian Studies teacher is very cute.

She even said something like ha you guys are listening or not. Or playing with your own things? And she pointed at one of my friend there, I thought she is going to scold him or something, which scared me but instead she said never mind! As long as you're happy. Okay, maybe you guys will think that, ee, where got teacher like that one. But you're probably wrong. She is quite serious in her teachings, very determined in letting the students understand the topic, she even let us do some important questions. Cross fingers everybody, I really hope that those questions are coming out in the (coming) final exams. I really hope that.

I mean like how to study the thick Malaysian Studies textbook just to get 50% full mark. Yup, Final exam scores only 50% but another 50% is calculated in your short tests each week and your presentation. Talking about presentation, I am having mine tomorrow. The last one. DENG T_T First and foremost, I officially screwed up mine at the first time. The very first time. I was once a student giving speech in different competitions at different schools. But lets not talk about the bright side of mine, in the end, I still feel hopeless in giving speeches right in front of the class. Not to forget another individual presentation?

Where are my kiasu-ness and confidence??

I am really sad in losing them. I shall practice even more and more and more. Like today. I swear to myself, I woudn't go out shopping for the first time on sunday LOL. Haha. My daddy is abit busy today so we didn't have any plan going out to his favourtie shopping place. And like me, if the clothes doesn't have any discount, we wouldn't buy them. So, I bought most of my clothes at discounted prices. Hee. Aren't you too? :)

6 weeks. It passed really really fast. In overall, I am having my great time at Swinburne. Minus the disappointment that I wouldn't be able to touch history anymore after SPM. But that proven me wrong. I have to rape the stupid Malaysian Studies book this week. Ah, sobs man. BUT, I have to say, not to show off or something, you can study better in English hehehee. Like reading a storybook you know :) Just read it LIKE a storybook not history book. In short, read it like twilight? fml.

In case you guys don't know that. I bought a scandal bag from Padini! :DD Double joy man. Forgive me, I am too lazy to post the picture up here HA. But wait, Padini doesn't sell that bag anymore. So mine is the latest version YAY. :p At RM129. I am like broke I know. I even have to surrender my angpau money to dad today :( LOL my dad really know me well. Geddit? :P

I am so addicted to Korea stuffs at the moment. I am planning to get a partime job after MPW tests at Swinburne. At least for a month? I am interested in working at Starbucks :) Really.

Earn money and spend it like you worked hard for it, NOT your parents money, isn't it a very good thing?

2012-02-09T12:58:00.001+08:00

很多朋友是天蝎的，所以分享一下~
^_^

天蠍座不喜歡依靠別人
但如果你是他想要依靠的人，那請你不要讓他失望。

天蠍座的世界很難有人走進
但如果你恰巧走了進去，那請你不要輕易走出來，否則會在他的心裡留下一個漏洞
而那個漏洞對他來說，永遠都不會癒合。

如果你看到他的眼淚，請相信這絕不是他在博同情
這是內心驕傲的他不得已的場景

天蠍座討厭虛偽，討厭謊言，討厭欺騙。
其實天蠍經常硬撐，即使一百個委屈，都習慣用自己的方式，獨自一人承擔。

真正痛苦的候,其實沒人看得見。
他很注重公平。凡事都會分得清清楚楚，不會去占別人便宜。
他非常重感情。只要他真心認定的朋友，都會真心對待。

第一直覺對天蠍來說非常的重要
也就是說，一開始喜歡就會越來越喜歡，可以為此付出真心
而如果是第一眼就讓天蠍討厭，那麼在他們的世界基本上就很難改變了
倘若你明知道不受歡迎，還要主動的討好
可別怪他們冷，再怎樣的獻殷勤在天蠍看來也只是作秀，是完全不會領這份情的。

【天蠍座的特性你占幾條？】
1、花很多時間自我交談
2、喜歡去沒什麼人的地方（如老書店、樓頂等）
3、討厭束縛喜歡自由
4、相信第六感
5、愛上一個人很容易陷入癡迷
6、真心相惜的朋友很重要
7、愛逞強
8、感性、容易感動
9 愛幻想、愛胡思亂想
10、說話有時侯很毒
11、極其討厭虛偽

哈哈，猜中了吗？XP

我

2012-02-09T12:51:00.000+08:00

不要惹天秤，不要欺負天秤，敏感的天秤最害怕受傷
天秤很不容易發脾氣，再低三落四的事，他也能硬著頭皮過
如果真的生氣了，天秤會不計後果的發瘋，那事情是真的嚴重了
別人眼中的開心果，似乎很堅強，內心只有天秤自己知道。

天秤座講義氣夠朋友；天秤座對待感情認真專一
天秤座最重要的是尊嚴，天秤座很顧家
天秤座喜歡逞強；天秤座害怕孤單
天秤座的優點不是外貌而是氣質
天秤座很陽光又開朗；天秤座不凶很好相處

最能傷害天秤的，不是愛情，不是親情
而是那叫做友情的東西。
秤子把友情看得很重，如果被秤子視為最親密的朋友傷害，想得到他的原諒很容易，但想再次得到秤子的信任就是難於上青天了。

天秤很懶，不想活得那麼累，能簡單儘量簡單
不愛解釋，始終認為懂自己的不用解釋，不懂自己的不必解釋
不相管那麼多不相干的事，他們只挑自己愛做的事

天秤有時候心裏會莫名的難受，卻不知為了什麽。
有時候，同周圍的人說說笑笑，卻覺得異常寂寞和孤獨
靜靜的看著窗外，會覺得自己是個容易被遺忘的人。

有時候，冷眼看著身邊的人吵吵鬧鬧。
有時候，覺得這個世界真的很假、很虛偽
真想就從這個世界上消失。

谢啦～我懒得形容我自己鲁=p
准到~比天秤还要了解天秤

Chill

2012-02-08T12:55:00.000+08:00

I tend to seek a confirmation in any sort of relationship, I cannot help it. It’s selfish, to expect something in return from others. Personally, I hate myself for that. The lack of trust perhaps. Of course everyone hope to treat others well, and other people treat you back well too. I was haunted by one and more past that I would like to forget but I think they hide in some corner of my heart forever and ever.

“Why being so bothered on how you want people to treat you?”

This is a very good question.

Maybe I should take some break to figure out this properly back to where it belongs (I hope), just to make sure that I don't have to drag myself back into what's called the past because I really did not like it there.

20 more important things to do

2012-02-03T09:10:00.001+08:00

...instead of wondering if the other person likes you, playing computer games, or wasting your money shopping for clothes.

1. If you had said sorry to the person you have hurt.
2. If you had stocked up that roll of toilet paper in the toilet.
3. If you had kept that promise you made last week.
4. If you had called your parents today.
5. If you had smiled at a friend who's always saying hi.
6. If you had bought a gift you were always to busy to buy.
7. If you had thanked your teddy bears for keeping you company on lonely nights.
8. If you had cleaned up the mess on the floor during the last CNY.
9. If you had messaged a long lost friend on Facebook to patch things up.
10. If you had massaged your mom's back.
11. If you had taken a stroll with your best friend.
12. If you had played with your dogs and cats and hamsters and fishes.
13. If you had cooked a whole meal for your family.
14. If you had thought of making cupcakes for your friends.
15. If you had helped your lecturer carry those heavy files.
16. If you had offered your friend transport to school/uni.
17. If you had called a friend to go shopping with you.
18. If you had hugged your dad.
19. If you had left some money for the Chesire Home.

Productive not

2012-02-01T10:55:00.001+08:00

I guess everything is driving my crazy. Either good or bad, everything. But hey, I am just expressing my emotions here so don't get affect buddy. I went to lectures today, got pretty attentive eh? Yes, after a short test. Well, the most important is, she asked the class have you done something productive today? The question hit me like a train bumping into a pole. The only question that came across my mind at the moment was, did I? I started to think about what I did that pretty crazy morning, I got up from bed at 8.30am, which considered pretty late based on my home's rules. My mum promised to drive me to campus that early, because she had to be early as well. But instead she drove away, yes, I was too late. I admit, I slept like 9 hours straight? The day before was totally exhausting. Just skip that.

So I woke up, basically not doing anything at all. Shit me I just let my time fade away like that. I should have sitting down reading some good book. As I mentioned in my blog before and before, my family usually disagree me of playing piano entirely like in the morning or afternoon. So, my piano skills are getting lousier and lousier. That's pretty sad I know. But I am making out my mind about joining my campus's music club. Exiciting much.

Okay. I was pretty lucky yesterday. I got number 1 turn for group presentation. Which means our group will be the first to present on next Tuesday. Nervoussssssssssss. I am in charge with the pictures, so basically I wana let the whole class laugh so much that they forgot the Question&Answer part. HE^_^V

Will come back to blogging vacation after some time. I have to find some more productive things to do, I entirely wasted 17 years in my life doing nothing. lols I 'm totally kidding. Making jokes is fun.

See ya.

2012-01-31T12:51:00.002+08:00

It never crossed my mind at all
That's what I tell myself
What we had has come and gone
You're better off with someone else

It's for the best I know it is but I see you
Sometimes I try to hide what I feel inside
And I turn around, you're with him now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you, not over you

Aren't memories supposed to fade?
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go
Didn't think it'd be this hard

Should be strong, movin' on but I see you
Sometimes I try to hide what I feel inside
[ From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/d/david-archuleta-lyrics/a-little-too-not-over-you-lyrics.html ]
And I turn around, you're with him now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Maybe I regret everything I said
No way to take it all back, yeah
Now I'm on my own, how I let you go
I'll never understand
I'll never understand!

Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
And I really don't know what to do
I'm just a little too not over you, not over you

Blog

2012-01-28T17:46:00.000+08:00

OKAY I think my blog is like dead in a century time. Guys please forgive me, I really din't match up my time well in blogging. Plus 2 group assignments and the oral presentation. I am really stressful , oh yeah of course everyone wants to make it perfect ten ma. Had been staying back in the library on Thursday and Friday every week just to save my sis's car petrol LOLS. But it feels kinda great lah, yea kinda. So the library and the cafeteria closes at 5.30pm. Class ends at 4.30pm. I rush to cafeteria to have my dinner straightaway and revise things at there as well. So the kakak shoo me away from the cafeteria HAHA XD.

I found my secret place to hide in after a week XD. Thanks to Dada my friend. I went to Student Lounge which needed student ID to enter and studied there. At times, when the lounge is crowded with overly number of... guysss or weird and noisy people, I would just come out again. Lols, personal safety mehhhh. Then I was like a no-way-to-go girl loitering around the campus. I decided to sit down at the lobby then under guard's safe security XD

SO that was a Thursday for me, it was bit tiring lo. I notice some classmates are staying back too but I don't know them so didn't get to join them loh. Was wondering where they go too haha curiousity. xp

Sorry for Grammar mistakes. Too lazy to check and I was in a rush!
MIAO

Swin's Library

2012-01-11T12:05:00.001+08:00

Welcome to Swinburne library! Kiasu I am in the library now LOLS. I just have nothing to do lah so just come in and reading notes from my blackboard. No facebook duh so apparently I will ignore facebook for a short awhile. Warning, time low of the computer limitations. So I have to blog really fast right now. Mr Simple song is playing repeatedly from my headphone now woohooooooo. So nice :D

Test tomorrow and Friday! Omg, I have been starting school for 2 days and lecturer announced that we'll be having our short test. First is Malaysian Studies, secondly Moral studies. I met more and more new friends which is so nice and friendly and cheerful. But most of all, they are smart loh, of course smarter than me, so I have to work really hard since then. :(

I thought I won't be able to touch the stupid Sejarah anymore. But right now, I must study them in ENGLISH. Just need more time to cope with it. Test tomorrow shit. I printed out my notes last night, just topic 1 and I want to read it later liao.

Ok yours strawberrily, Mere~

School Life

2012-01-08T22:39:00.001+08:00

One of the Sailor Moon Music Collection track song just play repeatedly from my computer speaker. This really help in giving me some flashback on the things that I have to blog about. Its like when you are young, you were staying safely under the house roof, protected by your parents, protected by the roof from storms and rains, blindfolded by the bloody true truth outside the safely-protected world. You were never know. You were playing everyday with your barbie dolls, your toys, your video games, imagining your own fantasy world. And that, you told your parents about your dream, your fantasy world after you finish watching all the Disney's Movies, about the fact that dreams do come true. " Dreams do come true, mama? " you asked innocently. " Yes, my girl. If you work hard." Mum said. " What do you mean by working hard, mama?" . " Someday... you will know."

I do not know what's mean by working hard. All I know was happily looking at my barbie dolls, brush her hair and talk to her. ( Well, I was not an insane haha) And everyday watching the kiddy movies. Then we all grew up. Forced by this cruel world , accepting the fact that the world was not what you used to think before. You go to school and learn, take the exams and learn that everything must be you yourself work hard in order to become successful. I believe that we, were the kid before came across this cruel truth. This truth has taught us that not all the dreams come true. Does anyone dream that someday I will be a bilionaire that can own a castle on the cloud in the sky? Truth is the truth.

Then all of us have to go to school to learn and gain knowledge. Once, I myself analyze that what's the use of studying? Is that my job or something? Or I just might as well staying at home and brush my barbie doll's hair all day long. Then my question answered by parents, to study is to gain knowledge, in the future, you can achieve well in your career and something you love to do, earn a lots of money as you can buy as many barbie dolls as you wanted to. Primary school was one of the best memory in my school life. Now, I think that 6 years has passed really really fast. I didn't stop a second to remember every single details and sweet memories that happened and together with my friends. It was really really great that I can't explain my emotions fully here. I went through all those ups and downs with friends. And I understand that in your deepest moments, what remains at your side is / are your true friends that will stand by you no mattter how tough things can get. Even if you have dozens of friends, not all are your true friends. I do appreciate a lot a lot to God and thanks a lot for giving me a chance to study there. It was a gift.

I hate it when I realised I am in such serious depressions. I remembered even Chicken Soup story can't cure my wound. Well, not all wounds came from loveeeeee. Haha I believe the first thought came across your mind is love maybe? But it was not. Such depressions will turn you in another person. That you may hide away from everyone, and refuse to let everyone know that you're seriously tighted with your troubles. Insanity comes at the end if you keep on hiding yourself from everything. Have you ever came across the feeling that you were blindfolded? On last Friday, I had my orientaion with new friends at the Lecture Theatres. We were told to blindfold our eyes with a big piece of black cloth. That folded thrice and so I totally can't see a thing. Then we put our hands in front of our teamates' shoulder then started walking around there. Following the signals given by the group leader.

Of course the facies whose are the school's students will have to come and disturb you. Then teammates in front stopped. So I stopped too. After a few more seconds, both two strange hands tended to pull my hands away at where I placed on my friends' shoulders. His, I guaranteed it was a HE, catched both my hands and pulled me to somewhere else. My body followed. I myself was really deep in shock, I was just letting him pulled me away. As I was blindfolded and did not know the place well, I was really lost. I shouted ( not like WAAAAAAAA like that lah ) and he wouldn't stop. Damn him. I tried once that I successfully let go of my hands and turned to find where my friends are. Or perhaps I can just walk around blindly, shouting for my friends' name. But instead, he came again, catched my hands and pulled me even more away than it actually was. Wtf is wrong with you lols.

So I again followed blindly =.= Seriously man, I can't deal with his energy. I let it go after I tried for a lot of times then I ran away with BLINDFOLDED eyes. And ya, his hands never approached mine anymore. It reminded me and to everyone that do learn to defeat yourself at times. My class starts at 10.30am tomorrow morning. Well prepared? Hmm do become more attentive in class most probably. Ok I am gona charge my battery now. Meeting new people tomorrow I guess. Hope everything goes well. Ah, schooling day. The best thing in my campus is the coffee and nescafe. They taste incredibly NICE :)

想い出は遠くの日々

2012-01-07T14:09:00.000+08:00

Woo Like this song =) Recommended

Orientation

2012-01-06T21:09:00.000+08:00

Hey guys. For most facebookers, guess why my facebook wall was so dead for these few days? Haha cause I was having my orientations. I found it really fun thought. Except for the fact that it really made me panic for the first day as the flood hijacked the whole Kuching. Good news that I managed to arrive Swinburne on time. I met a lot of new friends, one from Sabah, 2 from St Jo, 1 from Sungai Tapang, and others from Miri and Sibu. Oh and there is a guy from Korea! Played with his samsung galaxy like whenever I saw him hahhahaa, really skinny. And so the first day, we formed a group. We had so much fuuuuuun and we had to come out a Group Cheers Performance. Teambuilding activities was very good lah. I am very glad to meet them.

I am a little sad right now. I don't really understand why am I feeling this way. Its like when I having tour around campus, I found myself confused about can I cope my course well for this year/semester? Or what if I found it doesn't suit my personal interests or something? I started to think whyyyyy and my new friend from Sabah said I had a sleepy face this morning HAHA. Well lah, part of the reason was because of that and another one is I was so into reading last night. Hehehee. Good news! I want to join Swinburne music club and basketball club. See if I can manage my time well.

We got first! We just had our BBQ just now. The weather was very cold, I wore a jacket. Seriously, this is my first time wearing jacket during BBQ. So honestly, I am a litttttle bit down now. Ha. Guess what. There is another blog which is my personal diary which I hided somewhere in this house LOLS. I write when I am stressed haha. But it's not really a big problem, I mean everyone feel down at times ma. Somepeople play computer games to release stress, some eat, some erm maybe jog? Well I write. When it is all done, then I close it, read books then move on. I know it's not that easy to handle stress, I hate it so much too ha and I wish tomorrow will be better lah.

Start studying next week. Good luck me?

Law Talk , Registration

2012-01-03T15:13:00.001+08:00

I blog this late! This photo was taken yesterday during a Law Talk. Yes, you can see that. They are cute little cartoon pictures drawn by my sister during the talk. I have to mention that, the Law Talk was incredibly boring. Goodness I sat at the back and he can't caught me reading storybook, doing Law Questions and day dreaming haha.

But he did try his best to make the talk more funny and less boring. So it's my problem HEHE. I easily get bored in the class actually, I know myself very well. Apart from that, I spotted 2 guys sleeping soundly , so sweet at the back and front during the talk. LOLS, it reminded me of their faces.
My driving teacher is Mr Boon. OMG he is a very funny and has a joyous spirit . He drove us home! Haha, to know where our home is so next time no need for us to give instructions during learning-driving-day. Another 2 guys following us. Ceh, one of them is a smoker damn the car smells yesterday. And I sat in front, my sister sat with them heehee.

So we caught an incident near a traffic light area at airport road. A Myvy terlanggar a car infront. and my teacher was like:

Boy A: Wao an accident!!
ALL: Stared with wide eyesssss
Teacher: Oh, terlanggar chia. Little bit only lah never mindddd.
The car with a P ? No wonder laaaaa
ADUHHHH terlanggar Merc??? How to bayar like this!!!!!!
Me: * omg omg HAHAHAHHAH* ( deep my heart)

Well. I think its very funny cause I was just sitting next to him and his voice was damn loud that keep on echo-ing both of my ears LOLS. It's so lucky to have a funny driving sifu like this MIAO.

So after returning home, mum chia us to go out to have our tea break. Had been starving like whole day okay. To be honest, I still prefer the roti canai from Curry House near my old primary school ( 4 small ) =p, Thompson's Corner. The roti canai is the bestest roti canai ever.

I went to register myself at Swinburne today after a breakfast with sisters at Chong Choon cafe. =D I haven't get my offer letter so I choose to talk to the agent that I gave my applications form to a week ago. Yes damn it. I guess he forgot every single things about it. According to him, I should get my offer letter or not through email. But everything went quite well lah, so I brought my offer letter happily to Building G.

So the hall was big T_T I had no idea where to go to and then I saw Stella with her dad hahaah. So go through one desk to another, different agents, enroll my informations then to photo taking. It took hours cause there were quite a lot of students too. So I took out my law book to do damn boring. Phew, then photo taking.

As I was sitting down waiting for my card to be done. Then a guy sat behind me turned and talked to me. First he asked me where am I from, then I just said Kuching. Haha. Guess what I pointed at the floor again HAHA. Oh then I realised he is from Sabah, just arrived Kuching yesterday. He studied in Chinese Private School and his BM was very poor. So he took extra subjects more than me. We compared time table hahahhaha not in the same lectures but same subjects lah. We talked and talked then his turn for photo taking.

Time to start studying. Must work hard and blog less? :(((((( No lah! Mum MAYYY get me a laptop soon so I can blog whenever there is free wifi at campus wtf.

AHHHH. Bit scary. Just look at the drainwater. And still raining cats and dogs now. Oh just knew that I had a 21 year old handsome neighbour and readers spot his house. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAAA.

Just Moooo
XD

Everyday ...

A New Beginning

2012-01-01T14:16:00.000+08:00

Hey, Happy New Year Everyone! It's very hard for me to believe 2011 has gone and we are stepping in new year 2012 where everything new begins. Do you guys feel like that too? =D Haha, but most of all, my high school life ended which is freakingly sad. I know sometimes, very frustrating for (me) to wake up at 5.30am that early during high school EVERYDAY. I simply sleep in the class with my other classmates when teacher is teaching in the class. Not to mention, our Physics teacher, haha I feel so guilty now. Dear teachers, please don't turn off all the lights when you're teaching using slideshow in the class, sincerely, sleepy students.

But year 2011 was a very enjoyable year for me. I miss ALL my crazy classmates okkk. And the tuition classes we had to attend located just beside our school. Everyday, we have to stay back from 1.15 until 2.30 ( class starts at 2.30pm to 5.00pm). Between that hours, we eat, joke, play and laugh at the school canteen even though afternoon session have their class on. Luckily, no teacher come down to scold us thank God. There are sometimes, we lazily carry out heavy bags to the school library, pull out our stacks of homework *pretending* and sleep in the library BAHAA. What a bad student I was. But not all the time lah of course. LOL. I never mention it in my blog but I shoulda start my new year with a good reflex on myself. Oh and Nescafe business! As a loyal Nescafe buyer from school canteen, I always buy Nescafe during break time not to forget during exam time. Influential much, I realised most of the people at my seats area, buy Nescafe too to stay awake. Woo.

Life is full of ups and downs. I remember I failed my Add Maths test the very first time ever since Form 4 and Form 5. 3 more marks to pass but it counted as FAIL of course. I was a bit depressed cause Add Maths is one of my favourite subject. Weird much? Lol. It 's not a must to pass or get a distinction no matter how much you like that subject. Yes, I studied History at the very last minute which made me no time to cope out with heavy subject like Biology and Physics.

So, I didn't care much about Add Maths. Good lessons anyway. No more last minute revisions on any subject. But I am still glad that my hardwork paid off, I got 70+ for the next term test YES. There are no success without hardwork and failure. Never never give up and always follow your heart and dream. Don't be afraid to make mistakes!

Through the year, I stayed at home alone every weekday after I came back from school. My mum and dad are very busy with their work. Haha, so thats why I didn't watch horror movies that much since then. It widen my eyes even when I heard some tinkling noise at the backyard or from upstairs. Suspicious much. To be honest, I don't do my homework or any revision in the afternoon.

It frustrates me lots and I don't get why am I so sleepy in the afternoon. I ended up having my nap in the afternoon an hour, or even blog, watching tv, play the piano, and cross trainer-ing in the living room. That's it. And I cooked for the dinner at night. ^_^Y! Ha, I can cook bluekkkk. Of course, I do get some complaints from my mum about the dishes HAHA.

So I had my rest enough, I went up to my study room and started my homework and revision from 8 until whatever but not less than 10 .00pm. Fine lah, I am a loser man, most of my smart friends stayed up late until 11. Well, I came up this, I did all my homework at school. So I had have enough time to do my revisions at night. Neutral feeling in attending tuition classes on Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, Saturday and Sunday.

Went to Ho Chi Minh, Vietnam
Sitting for SPM exams.
Went to Guangzhou, Zhang Jia Jie, China
Got a new cellphone, SE Xperia.

New year 2012! I can't stand but quickly rushed out to the carporch, sat on my mum's car and enjoyed the fireworks. One of the RICH neighbour really bought a lots of fireworks to play with. They put for more than half an hour. Woo crazy. But thanks a lot man, there's no need for me to spend money that much to watch fireworks that is way amazing.

~~Last but not least...about the fact of getting old~~

Another birthday to look forward to?

Anyway, Have a nice Sunday! =D

Truth Game

2011-12-29T18:55:00.000+08:00

Do you think that Meredith Lee Wan Chuin has ever had stitches? No

Mehhh, you're not my friend =p

Do you think that Meredith Lee Wan Chuin is better looking than Rosie O'Donnell? No
Seriously, you suck.

I don't have enough coins to unlock the answer whoever that answered the questions above.

Do you think that Meredith Lee Wan Chuin is smarter than you?No
Hmm. I will find you. ;P

Things To Do

2011-12-27T11:15:00.000+08:00

There are still a lot of things for me to do this holiday. Few days left to new year 2012. What are your resolutions people? First plan, my sis and I want to learn driving, we called the tauke. Good news, we are going to listen to law on 1/1/2012. Such a great news right. I am gona bring 1 book or better still sit at the last row and sleep. This reminds me of my sleeping session in class back in high school HAHA. And I was once woken up by my history teacher and wait who else, Add Maths teacher? Lol I can't remember.

So the driving plan is done. Cross out from the list. Then my next studying place. Guess yourself haha. I fill the applications form TODAY, in which I got it last week. Hehe. I am a lazy person lah. Note: Mum is not at home so that's why I am here. Heading there later. The agent name Dylan Ong. WOO, freaking nervous when I asked him dozens of questions last week hahaha. But, he is a very very patient person. Patience. Get what I mean :p

The reason why I filled the form that late is because I have been thinking and making my decisions quite a number of days. Am I really that interested in doing that? If I get a job, would I really enjoy it that lasts a lifetime? That really cracked out my mind. =( Then so, I hope everything is going well next year. Maybe not that well, but better :)

Hmm. To be honest, I don't think my personality suits some of them. But I strongly agree 1, 2 and 7 HAHA ;D

Christmas Eve

2011-12-25T00:16:00.002+08:00

Hi.
Look whats at Crown Square!!

How are you guys? Tonight is bored me to hell so I decided to kill my time here. I am not gona sleep that early especially on an Eve like this. I guess if I sleep that early, I guarantee I will get up an hour later waiting for fireworks to stop. So might as well to stay awake and pull on an all-nighter =D

I am just back from Spring with my sisters. Piggy went to Kbox with an old friend and so me and Whoopie loitering around. Yes, lonely souls HAHA. So we went to MPH then because Sheepy and Whoopie don't wana mix with couple crowds shy. And so sheepy picked up lots of books and read a lots. Whoopie was very happy cause a cute guy stood beside her >>>reading with her. LOLS. An awesome Christmas gift indeed. Sheepy bought a book at RM 29.90 today. She left MPH happily with her book and headed straight to Starbucks.

Crowded people everywhere. Lots of super junior and super girl , so dress up.

Hey I want to sleep now. And I know I am an irresponsible blogger for leaving her blog just like that haha.

click this~~ Nice to share :D

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!!!! =DDD

Movie Outing

2011-12-23T13:46:00.000+08:00

That song plays repeatedly from my speaker. Admit that, it's a bit emotional so until then I jump to another lively song. Hehe I think I fall in love with VK LOLS. His composed songs are very nice to hear and touchy. Yesterday was a very delightful day. I got to meet up with my friends, Amber, Jocephine and Ying. Jocephine just joining us for " New Year's Eve" movie and she went up to meet her mum at Padini.

I bought a storybook from MPH, name" The Story of a Beautiful Girl" as a time killer during the holiday. It's been a really long time since I bought a storybook from MPH. Life has been really busy before that. Oh, a very catching eyes bookmark I saw yesterday costs RM15! *TUT* I see no reason a simple nice bookmark cost that much. Sobs!!!

Then I ordered a Green Tea Latte then chit chatted non stop about how's life after SPM back in a month ago. Time flies really fast. Lols, chatted for an hour or 2 I guess haha. Nice one :)

I am going back to Spring later to buy some new year clothes. Hope I can get some really nice one and also hope that I can fall in love with other shirts other than Black and White hahahahah ! xp It is always a headache for me to choose red or blue or purple t shirt for Chinese New Year. Of course, parents strongly disagree me to wear black white shirt on the first day of CNY. Fine lah whatever. At least they didn't force me to wear cheongsam laugh my ass off.

College life starts soon.

WESTLIFE - HARD TO SAY I'M SORRY LYRICS

2011-12-23T13:16:00.000+08:00

WESTLIFE - HARD TO SAY I'M SORRY LYRICS

Sick Day

2011-12-18T20:17:00.000+08:00

Hey blog, It's been a while I ignored you I'm so sorry. I do miss you a lot and a lot *more than facebook?* when I was at North pole of the earth. The place I went had absolutely a different weather compared back to the weather in Kuching. And that, I don't get used to it. I can't really remember, on the 6/7 day I guess, I was not feeling well at all. I slept quite early but when I woke up, I was feeling really hot. My face went red after all, well, better don't look at my face at that moment, like a hot microwave scares you off to Germany. Sis and I went down for breakfast after that, I really had no appetite so just ate a bowl of porridge.

I forced myself to vomit but nothing came out at all. Frustrations lah. Went to somewhere else to visit, then halfway, my head was so heavy, can't really see a thing clear as ever, then I held out a plastic bag stood up then asked permissions from the Chinaman lecturer who was promoting his awesome products. I rushed out the room with my sister, I vomited before even reaching the toilet. A girl stood beside stared at me with wide eyes. Ahhh I hate being sick lah, especially during traveling. It was very tiring I ate a pill given by my sister then slept at least 2 and a half hours in the van during the trip.

So, jaga yourself well when you're far from home. Choose your food and drinks well, no fried food and spicy food all the time! ;) Painful day leh.

I boarded at 2.00am this morning at Guangzhou to LCCT. Can't expect to sleep well in the plane lah especially not by the windowseat mehh, I sat at 16D grr. Then another flight at 8 am leaving to Kuching.
Can't say I am a nightbird for today. I really want to play all night long . HAhahaha, yes lah, the night is still young. But not for a low battery person like me. Hehe.

Pray for me hard that I am not able to vomit. Pleaseee. Bluekkk. =)

2011-12-18T19:52:00.002+08:00

Not feeling well~ Damn I don't wana vomit again :(

Post After SPM

2011-12-06T11:36:00.001+08:00

Forgot to remind you guys that the previous post was the 800th! Woo. I had blogged for 800 times lols. For 4 years I suppose. I can't really remember why I ended up blogging by the way when I was in Form 2. Great, I used to be so young! Maybe its because I was too bored of studying haha or even can't find anymore meaningful things to do AND most importantly too lazy to buy diary and handwrite it everyday hehehe. It gets so tired you know. And you can't even post up pictures in your diary except you have too much money to go print them out and stick on it. Yes, these are the advantages for having a blog.

Actually, I have a tumblr and twitter. But I don't really use and play them lah except for reading laughbook all the time hahahha. Life is good lols. And tumblr have a lots of amusing photos! Plus the scenery that they took, yes using DSLR wtf and I just responsibe for clicking save button boohoo =p I received text messages last night, that they wana celebrate ***'s birthday and watch a movie too. I guess 9 of them? Of course at Spring. Honestly , get bit tired of exams. LOLS I just scared I will ended up sleeping in MBO or else buy coffee from Starbucks.

Great news. Sisters came back to Kuching! :) And they got me shirts from Zara and an owl necklace. Double joy. Photos will be up soon btw =) Since I have to clear up 800 photos in my phone. * cough* I know, lots of rubbish. Puss in Boots movie later. Don't know whether its nice or not. Hmm. I miss school =)

I MISS HOLIDAY EVEN MORE.

Hahahahha.

Leaving Kuching soon =( So, treasure every moments with me dear girlfriends and friends and friends. Heee. Bought a white hat too by the way from Universal Traveler. Can keep my ears warm~

I kept a traveling journal since 3 years ago.. Not full yet but I am gona bring it and write down lots of things! =D K! I miss you bye bye

12.03am

2011-12-04T00:03:00.000+08:00

So this is going to be a picture post? :) I find a lot of amusing pictures on social website, save them and they space up really a lot of memories. I am here to post them and maybe delete them at sometimes. Just back from studies bit tired lah. Wait back from Lok Thian I supposed. Hahaha. Had a short dinner with familiesss ( yes with nenek and them ). Chit chatting a lot. Not to forget the incident bumping into HUGE stray dogs. Go away! *phewww*

How was your day anyway? :)

Ah, this pic. Looks familiar? I saved this pic before SPM and I guess I am gona end SPM post with this pic too. Love your books! Haha, shall really read my last subject account well.

I want to eat this after SPM! :p

Gona buy a hat for winter time. Guess how do I look like with this? Haha. Pink or white or red or blue? Lols. So many colour. Shoulda find a right one. Wait, I am going to get it from Universal Traveller.

Reading through tweets on Twitter. LOLS Laughbook is awesome :D

2011-12-02T00:04:00.001+08:00

Such weird questions. ASK ME NOW! 1: Do you sleep with your closet doors open or closed? closed!
2: Do you take the shampoos and conditioner bottles from hotel? sometimes hehe free loh XD
3: Do you sleep with your sheets tucked in or out? IN!
4: Have you ever stolen a street sign before? stolen a picture :)
5: Do you like to use post-it notes? yup?
6: Do you cut out coupons but then never use them? yes
7: Would you rather be attacked by a big bear or a swarm of a bees? bear :)
8: Do you have freckles? nope
9: Do you always smile for pictures? YES :)
10: What is your biggest pet peeve? haaa?
11: Do you ever count your steps when you walk? ya
12: Have you ever peed in the woods? no
13: What about pooped in the woods? ?
14: Do you ever dance even if theres no music playing? ya hahhaha
15: Do you chew your pens and pencils? when i was young
16: How many people have you slept with this week? WHAT? yes my sheep
17: What size is your bed? single
18: What is your Song of the week? You're the apple of my eye
19: Is it okay for guys to wear pink? nt really EHEHEHE
20: Do you still watch cartoons? ya :x a bit
21: Whats your least favorite movie? lazy to figure out XD
22: Where would you bury hidden treasure if you had some? of cuz wont write it here HAHAA
23: What do you drink with dinner? plain water
24: What do you dip a chicken nugget in? ?
25: What is your favorite food? vege lols
26: What movies could you watch over and over and still love? korean drama boys over flowers
27: Last person you kissed/kissed you? No O.o
28: Were you ever a boy/girl scout? Nope
29: Would you ever strip or pose nude in a magazine? apa ini?
30: When was the last time you wrote a letter to someone on paper? a month ago? :)
31: Can you change the oil on a car? no lols
32: Ever gotten a speeding ticket? nope
33: Ever ran out of gas? i don drive
34: Favorite kind of sandwich? tuna!
35: Best thing to eat for breakfast? coffee and ......... watever i can find at home
36: What is your usual bedtime? 11-12pm
37: Are you lazy? YES XD
38: When you were a kid, what did you dress up as for Halloween? a t shirt and pants =x
39: What is your Chinese astrological sign?
40: How many languages can you speak? 3! :D
41: Do you have any magazine subscriptions? nope
42: Which are better legos or lincoln logs? wats this?
43: Are you stubborn? Maybe dono :)
44: Who is better...Leno or Letterman? WHAT IS THIS?
45: Ever watch soap operas? hahahhahahh zhe shi shen me?
46: Are you afraid of heights? yea :S dont laugh!!
47: Do you sing in the car? sometimesss
48: Do you sing in the shower? No O.o
49: Do you dance in the car? HAHHA no
50: Ever used a gun? held it bt didnt use it. =x wait got. WATER GUN XD
51: Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer? Never
52: Do you think musicals are cheesy? =p
53: Is Christmas stressful? NO :) <3 how could it be?
54: Ever eat a pierogi? haaa?
55: Favorite type of fruit pie? mango!
56: Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid? teacher yea i know its lame
57: Do you believe in ghosts? probably
58: Ever have a Deja-vu feeling? i dont know who/what are you!
59: Take a vitamin daily? no hhhahah
60: Wear slippers? nope
61: Wear a bath robe?
62: What do you wear to bed? pyjamas!
63: First concert? nope
64: Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart? Target
65: Nike or Adidas? Nike!
66: Cheetos Or Fritos? ha?
67: Peanuts or Sunflower seeds? peanutss! :D
68: Ever hear of the group Tres Bien? nope
69: Ever take dance lessons? Nearrrrrrrrrrrrrly :(
70: Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing? ya
71: Can you curl your tongue? ya
72: Ever won a spelling bee? never take part. :)
73: Have you ever cried because you were so happy? YEAH XD
74: Own any record albums? no
75: Own a record player? ya
76: Regularly burn incense? ?
77: Ever been in love? yes
78: Who would you like to see in concert? wang lee hom?
79: What was the last concert you saw? no la
80: Hot tea or cold tea? hot tea! :)
81: Tea or coffee? coffee!
82: Sugar or snickerdoodles? sugar
83: Can you swim well? yes :)
84: Can you hold your breath without holding your nose? ya
85: Are you patient? Welllllllllllll yes :)
86: DJ or band, at a wedding? DJ
87: Ever won a contest? ya :)
88: Ever have plastic surgery? No!
89: Which are better black or green olives? black olives
90: Can you knit or crochet? blaaaaaaaaa
91: Best room for a fireplace? lazy to think
92: Do you want to get married? ya :)
93: If married, how long have you been married? no
94: Who was your HS crush? HS?
95: Do you cry and throw a fit until you get your own way? maybe i 4gt
96: Do you have kids? NO!
97: Do you want kids? Yea? HAHA
98: Whats your favorite color? black white pink blue
99: Do you miss anyone right now?hmm probably:)

Randomlyyy

2011-12-01T23:41:00.001+08:00

40. Did you have a good day yesterday?
Yes :D
22. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead?
Absolutely :3
54. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat?
Definitely.
67. Girls love it when boyfriends cry; correct?
No. My heart hurts when I see people crying.

. Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today?
Nope.

7. What exactly are you wearing right now?
pyjamas :3

19. If you could change your eye color, would you?
HOW ABOUT BLUE? =)
29. Where is the shirt you are wearing from?
from shopping centre bluek

34. If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be?
uhm, prolly some year in the future.

35. Did you have a dream last night?
no. so tired no energy to dream

37. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years?
NO O_O
38. Do you think someone has feelings for you?
I, have no idea.
39. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
maybe you! :D
53. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to?
Always.
60. Do you hate anyone?
Hate is a strong word. But yes, there is this 1person.
my day was brilliant, thankyou :D

9. Do you wear jeans or sweats more?
Jeans :) it keeps me warm i am a cold person :X
32. Do you like watching scary movies?
Yes :) BUT need somebody to be my side XD
95. Were you happy with the person you liked in March?
:3 [i dont even know what this question means]
3. When’s the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time?
when I received your ask.

1. Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?
?
58. Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys?
boys? because I’m pretty much like a boy myself. LOLS KIDDING. girls :)

I am a Pikachoo

2011-12-01T22:03:00.000+08:00

I am currently pia-ing for next account test. Distractions. Unfinished novels made me grab it and read in the whole morning. Yes I didn't finish doing account objective question. Seriously I just really really start studying this sub minus the tuition lah, cause I was buried with other really packed subjects like sejarah last month. Guess what I did this morning. Went out for breakfast at Chong choon cafe. Mum speaked out her awesome plan, asking me to go learn driving after spm. I was like damn really have to get a strong heart trainer/examiner? How to call that. xp

Dear Santa, please be good to me this coming Christmas :) Don't make me feel lonely anymore. I was spending my damn christmas last year. wait wait yeah on plane! YEAH plane omg. Can heard fireworks lols. And get scared what if the fire works hit the plane and that make my name appear on the newspaper the first and the last time tomorrow. Haha. And the worst of all, no christmas dinner leh on plane :( Cause according to Natasia, she was flying back to kuching on the same day too wtf and they served her awesome christmas food. Bla bla bla different plane maybe. I forgot.

A first targeted Christmas present? (:

save money first...

Biology is Over

2011-11-30T19:18:00.000+08:00

I am super happy! :)

Going out now for dinner.
Account is the next.
=)

Post SPM (4) Dream

2011-11-28T13:37:00.000+08:00

Weird dream bout a friend criticized me on a paper and i woke up wanted to blog about him/her like hell hell hellllllll

Currently dated lots of cups of coffee at night with books and notes everywhere on the desk. I started studying last night at 9 just on Chemistry. Yes. I finished Form 4 part until 10.30pm then ended up playing Bruce Lee fighting game on my bed hahaha XD Felt so lonely and bored though =(

I need a cup of coffee. Dad and Mum went to The Spring yesterday.......... without me of course. Grrr. Dad said sooo many people ar, and I was like duhhhh but then. Its a holiday! ( and I stay at home swallowing the stupid Biology book ) I needa Starbucks Coffee after SPM and movieesss!! :D

But leaving kuching soon after spm. :( Must miss me dear readers kk =D I will take a lot of photos for you guys to see since mum sent the camera that I had dropped at the Old Town Kuching Airport there a year ago HAHAHA. Chemistry Paper tomorrow and another Biology Paper on Wednesday.

Shall relax first before sitting another account paper.

:p

2011-11-27T20:22:00.002+08:00

HI MARTHA. I know you're reading this too HAHAHA

Post SPM (3) Boring Night

2011-11-26T20:19:00.000+08:00

I am so happy now c= HAHA. I don't even know why and that's maybe the other reason I am happy of.

Ok, I left that sentence for freaking 1 hour on the computer while I was stalking youtube and other stuffs online. Damn haha, maybe my mind is not that happy like just now. Don't laugh at me!

Test on Tuesday and Wednesday. Then another tuition on Thursday. Finally, Monday arrives. Then I 'll be free. Its 8.00pm! I should really go to bury noses on books but lets finish this post then :)

As I said, sisters arrives kuching at 12.00am on Monday. Haha, of couse I can't go to airport to fetch you guys. I need to have my beauty sleep moments so I can perform well on my last paper. And so, after the paper. I am going to tear off the time table in the hall and shout I am free!! LOL. See I dare or not hmm. My crazy friends will teman me though :p or even some just stare at me with wide eyes and with sweat faces haha.

Daddy and mummy attended a wedding dinner tonight. And so, that's why I am here O_O K la, I will go to study later. UNTIL 10.30pm! Yes, I can do it. Needa memorise the reproduction and growth chapter. Don't twist it to the other angle XD Just finish boiling the water, will make myself a cup of coffee and off to upstairs. Boo. It is so sad, all the SPM candidates studying so hard in a HOLIDAY. YES. I hate it! Everyday I wake up in the morning, especially even before another paper starts, my mind always repeatedly saying why am I even alive and bla bla bla. I shall stop complaining lols. Excuse me! :))

I've come to realise that I can watch you are the apple of my eye for a lot of times ! =D Maybe I should buy a CD from cheap store lols. I watched xin su shi jian ( shinjuku incident) from 10 to 12 last night. Daniel Woo is awesome =)

OK I'LL BETTER OFF. SORRY FOR GRAMMAR MISTAKES. I AM IN A RUSH.

PHEWWW*

Post SPM (2) Physics Day

2011-11-24T19:18:00.000+08:00

Physics just ended 3 hours ago.

YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY. No more Physics! Woohoo! Yes, you can see how I dislike that subject ^_^Y I did some stupid mistakes in Paper 1 already, which I am so freakinggg FREAKED out. Aiya, whatever. I don't care anymore. Finally, I can throw away all my tuition notes and the pressuring thick Physics Nexus book.

Lets forget about the exam part :) I just back from Spring. Had an early dinner there, yes I was walking around with my prefect uniform on, ahhh. Sure people got stared and laughed at heart saying" ee, she is still having exam, I can enjoy loh. " Brr. After spm, then I totally merdeka for 3 months BAH! Mum bought me a pants from Bodyglove :D Finally, they are willing to give discount, sometimes bit kiamsiap one. Any nice movies showing at mbo?

Chemistry and Biology are the next. I am done with Chemistry, I am going to chiong Biology for 3 days :) Basically tomorrow first and maybe the day after tomorrow. Haha, see my mood. Biology has really really a lot of facts to study.

Ok there was something I did so stupidly today. I was sitting down at the school canteen, last minutes studying for paper 3. Heard someone was calling my name and I looked up. Mum was just stood right there. And we have this short conversation. She stood quite far away actually so I can't hear her quite clearly. She asked me what time paper 3 ends. I don't know what happened to me that time but I said 4.30pm instead of 3.30pm!

When I sit for my exam, I turn the paper to the front page and see the durations is just 1 and 1/2 hour! I was a bit panicked and planned to borrow my friend's hp straightaway after the paper. Haha. Way stupid isn't it ? Thanks to late night Physics revision.

Going to be in a relationship with... coffee and biology tonight. sobs!
I NEED to sleep early tonight. Nearly beng down halfway the paper.

Baibai :)<3

" You are the Apple Of my Eye" Movies

2011-11-21T19:20:00.002+08:00

I watched " You are the Apple Of my Eye" at Mbo yesterday. A lot more people comparing to school days. I am so freaking jealous of the people out there laughing and they can watch how many movies they want. But goodness sake I have had a chance to watch a movie hee =D It was so niceeeeee. When it reached the ending part, it kinda pulled me down la :( not gona tell you the reason loh. hehe but Yes, thumbs up! You guys shall watch it!! :)

oh haha the reason why I posted that picture above there is because, I always do what they did. HA, yes, I eat ice cream during cold day, not a hot day. Lols, I also don't know why. I remember that people stayed at me with wide eyes when I was eating ice cream in china, at 14 degree celcius. Call me crazy lah I don't mind bluekkkk.

I stayed at home the whole day today. Mum brought grandmama and aunty to Spring. O_O! Yes I know. But I spent my afternoon watching movie, 2 hours nia ma, it's " zhui mei li de di qi tian". (: Then chiong physics for freaking 2,1/2 hours I hope I can get A- for Physics, please pleaseeeee. Pray for me too dear readers. =D! So, my mum was like wei you stay at home k i go shopping bye bye. So bad right :x then I said oi buy me coffee k byeee! And yes she kept her promise! :D And it is in the fridge now, I am going to enjoy it later.
Christmas is coming soon, can't wait for it <3
Night thennn :)

MORAL

2011-11-20T14:03:00.000+08:00

Keyakinan wujudnya Meredith sebagai pencipta alam dan mematuhi segala suruhanNya berlandaskan pegangan agama masing-masing selaras dengan prinsip RukunNegara.

UGH, got so freaked up with memorising the Moral Studies and I haven't finish learning Add Maths yet. Haha why am I still here? No lah, download some awesome theme for deco in my phone so cuteee! =)

Coffee and Moral. Now I can't live without coffee during SPM week. I can't even believe I am actually sitting for a very very important exam and yet I am still... onlining T_T

Computer, what a monster you are. Ok BYE BYE :D

Can't Wait!

2011-11-17T19:02:00.002+08:00

AH! Love at first sight! I love this pic so much once I saw it on my favourite website XD Isn't it cuteeeee? I want to hug it T_T So sad its just a picture. I want to get something like that and as hugeee as that too in the future. Hmm, pic looks abit emo lah. Anyways, Mum attended a course at Merdeka Palace, so that's why I am HERE XDD Actually mummy having to sleep overnight there, don't know why she rejected it and prefered going home. Ah I know, she wants to see me HAHA. Enough said xp
Having a cup of coffee and had a bowl of curry mee. Yum, so long didn't eat lu. Mum asked me to order pizza but I don't feel like to. Ordering pizza is like in the mood of partying, which I am not into it currently. Hee.

Have I mention my shirt that I ordered online arrive already? YES, I am super duper happy. 5 shirts all together hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. Euffie haven't collect them yet since she is really into the exams now. Maybe I can get it next week joyyyy :D

Wao, we went to visit dwarf-size Obama XD

Seriously, I can't wait to see you guys! :D It's been really a long year ever since we 're so far away. Thanks to internet, skype, hp and facebook, we still can to keep in touchieeeeee! :D Right, I repeat to Daddy a lot a lot a lot of time that you guys arrive Kuching at 12.00am 5th December 2011. See see. Haha. But don' think I can go to airport to welcome you guys cause I need to have my beauty sleep xp Going to sit for my last paper, Princip Perakaunan on that day! Then we can party all night long HA =D Don't go spring first without me ar.

And yes! Europe! :D

Random, my current life now.

who is not like this dear nian qing ren? XD

Post SPM (1)

2011-11-17T15:27:00.000+08:00

I think I should blog just a short while eventhough I am abit tired like want to bump onto the desk right now. Haha, AFTER watching xiaxue's videos and people's channel. Do I sound like a stalker to you? Hehe, I was just trying to find some stuff to make fun and have fun of , yes stuffs like that. Tiring week, finally friday and weekend! Be good to me and I hope I have enough rest for the to be continue war next week! No need for me to write out the name la hor. I can still remember the first day of the exam, I was like talking to myself am I sitting for SPM ( great I wrote those words ha). Quite nervous ok ever since the feelings hit me back again after PMR exam.

I was counting sheeps on bed that first night, the night before the first paper. My eyes just stayed wide open and I was really frustrated about that. I really wanted to sleep but I just can't sleep neh. Freaked out for one and a half hour. After that, its in the morning and I realised I had just slept for 5 hours. Oh nooo :( but, I tried my best writing guess ( 6/7? ) pages of essays. Let it be! Over is over :)

So, the day after that was English paper and History paper. For English, guess what I wrote HAHA. Ok, 4 of my friends who sat around my area there chose the same question, which is 4. In case you have forgotten, the story ended with " They looked at each other and smiled meaningfully." One of my friend wrote thatt there were 2 guys, both enemies, in the end one of the guy saved the other guys life by donating his kidney. Yes, what a kind story! Another friend of mine wrote about love story, and she said its her first time writing that type of story. Haha, I don't write love story though, I love writing interesting and scared readers like hell 's stories haha. Cause, what if the examiners just broke up and read your story then doesn't go on his/her way, she would just take revenge and gave you an E based on yourself created story. Maybe the examiner is too old or stuffs like that.

Fine, I don't really want to point out what I wrote about. It was embarrasing anyway. I did all my best liao lah. If you are a friend of mine, ask me personally loh then I will question you and question you bored you heheeh. Kidding lah! Nothing much actually. :D I don't have much comment about History paper. My mind went blank for 5 minutes during Paper 2. What is pendidikan formal anyway? I am too lazy to check it out in my history book and already can't wait to get rid of them liao. Somepeople said stuffs like, I want to sell it for RM1, I just don't want to look at it anymore, no more readings subject minus Biology, throw it to sarawak river! Burned it into ashes! Feed the cat my god, so crazy. They choked to death man xp

Guess I have to off now. Coffee and Physics later. Not going to start with Moral studies yet :)
Add Maths on Wed and Physics on Thurs.
I am really scared of Physics.
Wells, please take the blues away :)
Bye awesome people! :D
Live you life.

=)

2011-11-14T19:17:00.000+08:00

I guess I haven't blog properly for a while. I just don't want to feel regret after 10 years for not blogging a proper post at the age of 17. Haha. So here I am now. I know I shouldn't be here and its in the MORNING. I shall be studying now. However, I have a really good reason, printing out BM tips for tomorrow. YES, I'll be sitting for SPM exam tomorrow. Kinda nervous Ahhh ><

I went to grandma house yesterday for a short break in the afternoon. Well, I stayed there for freaking 4 hours. I miss the village there, no more hustle and bustle like in Kuching city.

Today ( 14/11 )
Yes, the post was unfinished due to some reasons HEHE. Anways, I can't really sleep last night. Heck, everyone are sleeping like pig while I myself couting sheeps last night. It was a really long night. LONGER than finishing add maths paper 2.

Raise up your right hand then wave at this post now :D

Love you ^_^
=P

No more social life

2011-11-09T17:27:00.001+08:00

If you all ask me how have I been..

CURRENTLY, my answer will be the second one. Really like no social life. Studied sejarah for almost 3 hours today and teacher sent me some more tips again. Oh YES, but I hope 80% tips coming out in the exam, I kinda count on them lately......

WAWAWAWAWAWA ;'(
I really feel like crying now. People who didn't sit for Biology exam should be grateful and not complaining about other subject. Yes, Biology is the study of life, but you have no life when you study it. Ugh, never mind, that's my opinion lah. Not like one of my classmate, she got an A+ for Biology, and she said Biology is so easy, but add maths is the hardest subject in the world. Aud and I were like O_____O Totally opposite opinion, world turning upside down blaaaaa.

Hehe. Better lock my room cause my mum would get a heart attack if she steps inside. XDD Sadly, I didn't bring my camera on the last day of school to snap any picture. Hmm , don't ask me why lah. I just don't feel like to. I guess I will get really in deep thoughts looking back those sweet memories and becoming emo HAHAHA. So yup, 0 photo, and no need to blog.

Midnight oil had used up! Fine, my energy level lah. I nearly came down a flu or something due to tiredness a few days ago. I was like really tired and can't even walk properly, gloomy day I remembered. Oh wells, sleeping cures a lot.

Anyway, Edith Lee! We have our exam on the same date! :DD But your exam finish earlier than me :(

Try your best yea! See you guys soon :))

Greetings!

2011-11-02T17:08:00.001+08:00

HEY GUYS! How're you doing these few weeks? It had been a busy week for me, attending seminars, last tuition classes, greetings to teacher, appreciating all the fun moments in the class and so on. It may seems abit of nostalgia volcanoed you but its life I guess. Time really flies though, I still can remember the first time I stepped into this strange school, this strange place, was a really short innocent girl walking around alone searching for my own class and quietly do my own stuffs. Like bah, I don't know anyone that time! And and it was on a Friday, I started to make new friends, I was in class 1A3 and played games with new friends, laughing out loud in the class, yea we were playing bingo on a rainy day. Years passed, and this year is going to be my last year in high school, 2 more days to go then I had no chance of.... waking up at 5.45 in the morning just to prepare for school. HAHAHA. Lets just look at the bright side mehhh.

Sejarah and Biology are killing me T___T Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

1 more week to go. I can do it.

Lao niang not scare of you dear SPM.

Akaun is going to be the last paper and I am doneeee. Oh right.

People there! Do try your best in your SPM. Your BEST. No matter how hard and how much pressure lies on you. Always remember, you can go through them, take the challenges.
God will never give us things that we cannnot handle.
~Photo taken weeks ago~:

Peace , Love. And Smile always =)

Should enjoy my television moment now and get back to work.
Oh good news! The shirt I ordered is ariving soon, can't wait for it :]

Chao!
Tips of Studying : Love your books! even if its only for a short while...

Soledad- Westlife (w/ lyrics)

2011-11-01T23:43:00.000+08:00

Fun :)

2011-10-29T20:03:00.002+08:00

Tie up my hair?

Or putting down my hair better?

Honestly, lots of people asked me to put down my hair in public. But I think its abit ma huan plus I just like to tie it up and walk or talk around especially eating. Haha, hard to eat as you gona be aware when your hair sink inside your soup.

A dinner is coming up

Theme : Night of Enchantment.

Thinking of what should I wear hahaha XD

How about a vampire?

Or girl version of harry potter?

Thoughts Of Vietnam

2011-10-28T23:52:00.001+08:00

Me outside a really unique temple

Yes, I kept diary. Rajin much? Hehe xp. Thats not my bag by the way :D

Street view.
I've come to realise that I haven't blog about my Vietnam vacation with my mum and aunt in the mid year. Haha, it was so damn long already but the memories are still fresh in my mind. I will never forget the time I have to cross the road, and there were a lot and a lot of motorbikes on the road! Walk slowly by crossing the road. People looked at me like a green tourist as I just stood there waiting for the road to be empty. But unfortunately, you'll be waiting forever as the road will NEVER be empty of vehicles. Woolah.

The most famous thing about Vietnam is the nicest coffee I have ever tried. Its so nice, strong caffeine and I can still sleep after drinking it. I know, its weird haha. Really get used to coffee until it doesn't work on making me awake at night just to studyyy. Oh out of topic? hehe!

Once I stepped onto Vietnam ground, it was in Ho Chi Minh, I started to miss Kuching. HAHA. I miss Kuching's air. The air pollution in Vietnam is super horrible. I even have to wait in the airport for the bus to come instead of waiting outside I don't care. You just can't stand the smokey smell which really can choke your trachea. Well, just overall, I feel really grateful for having my life God gave me. Not like most of the Vietnamese, some of the kids even stared at people with pity wide eyes. Vietnam scene was like a nostalgic background, which can hit you back in childhood life. Imagine you're living in this place, some kids even go around with bare legs. Even you smile at them, they smile at you back innocently. Cute kids but wish they can live happily. :))

I really have to go to sleep. Something happy that I would like to share with you guys. This is the first and the last in form 5 receiving my prize on stage! I was so glad that I received invitation on Physics prize giving ceremony for tuition. Well, I am not that kind of smart student as you think lah T_T I never get 90+ for Physics so I think I just got 2nd place or 3rd place.

Nice symmetry among the sky! :D

Don't admire people too much. You 'll lost attention on yourself. Always remember you are awesome just the way you are :)

We Are Normal

2011-10-28T16:11:00.001+08:00

Sorry, my blog had been so dead recently. I did a lot of studying ( Well, did I just write that) , I don't know don't want admit but not gona tell you guys lies too la. I always ended up in front of computer trying to look for fun for distressing. Like seriously, 17 more days to go. I haven't finish Biology :( Fine! Get back to book later after finish writing this!
We are all normal student! Yes we areeee.

Points that prove "You are a normal student" :

1.before exam unnecessary sms to friend or chit chatting on facebook.

2.plan each day to study but end of the day , study tomorrow.
3.u waste all your time counting chapters n writing topics instead of doing them

4.u want to break after two pages

5.u start feeling want to pang as soon as u open the books

6.even u start lyk watching tv programs in which u are nt interested

7.right now u r thinking to like this post

8. right now you want to share this with your friends.

8. right now you think you have to study and

8.at each point u laughed thinking"i also do d same " :P

ZZZ

HAHA :p

Got some random questions today: Here are my anwer loh. I don't use makeup. Another questions, next time! =)

Jay Chou- Dandelion's Promise 蒲公英的约定 MV

2011-10-25T23:22:00.001+08:00

Hey people! I had filmed today xd

Well, not that well as i expected

just turned numb while playing

will find some more free time to upload it here k :)

Exam tomorrow night!

Just after my last Physics tuition class

Oh no

No time to make a card for Mr Andrew :(

Buttt will take pic with him! :D

Nice and good teacher ever

All the best to my exam tomorrow night

Chel and Val are going too ! ~~

Jay Chou - Pu Gong Ying De Yue Ding (Dandelion's Promise)

2011-10-25T23:19:00.000+08:00

Very beautiful

Lee Seung Gi - Difficult Words to Say MV (Eng subs)

2011-10-25T22:58:00.000+08:00

Love the ending =)

Of Cherish

2011-10-25T22:29:00.000+08:00

If you woke up this morning with more health than illness...you are more blessed than the million who will not survive this week.

If you have never experienced the danger of battle, the loneliness of imprisonment, the agony of torture, or the pangs of starvation ... you are ahead of 500 million people in the world.

If you can attend a working/meeting/meet friends/shopping without fear of harassment, arrest, torture, or death...you are more blessed than three billion people in the world.

If you have food in the refrigerator, clothes on your back, a roof overhead and a place to sleep...you are richer than 75% of this world.

If you have money in the bank, in your wallet, and spare change in a dish someplace ... you are among the top 8% of the world's wealthy.

If your parents are still alive and still married ...
you are very rare, even in the United States and Canada.

I personally do not know how true this statement is but, lets just be grateful and take nothing for granted.

Life's good. Cherish it =]

Pray for Him

2011-10-24T22:20:00.001+08:00

After a 3 days camp, I am going to sit for another exam again

Just msg teacher T_T its scary

and so I choose Wednesday

No seats on Tuesday night anymore ><

Just halfway revising my sejarah then I received a phone call from daddy

He is in KL now

His absence made the house more quieter than ever

No crazy jokes and fun arguement to play

Haha fine lah.

Daddy will have to take long hours of flight later

Dear God, hope my dad has a safe flight to reach there all through this hours

and come back home safely

Arh, not to forget,

I think I beg him to get me something just so he will remember me throughout the journey XD

Lalala, no chocolates Nahh ><

I miss you daddyyyyyyy, come back soon!

And sleep well !!! :DD <3

Short Update

2011-10-23T22:44:00.001+08:00

Hey guys! This is my doing of the day

Just came back from a 3 days 2 nights camp

Hehe, nice one minus the bengkel time xp

Anyways, thanks everyone for the birthday wishes

Love you guys as always ya

Will blog about the camp and pictures when I'm free

Stay browsing through my blog

Hehehee

Get to sleep now

School's tomorrow :))
Back to bear bear's hugsss!!

2011-10-19T21:50:00.003+08:00

Half pia-ing physics. music time now. Kittieeee~ ^_^

So true.

wo ha how red.

Christmas is coming sooon!! =D

K book

SPM.

I am not ready yet...

2011-10-19T18:28:00.001+08:00

Teacher wrote this on the board today and this is the first time among the whole year, I am fully attentive in the class. Ahaha! Kidding. She is my English teacher and I always can't wait for her class to start. She always give us unpredictable lessons and unpredictable jokes. Seriously. I greeted her whenever I see her anywhere at school and we will chat and chat lols.

Do not be afraid of

Love
Life
Failures
Success
Death

Wells! I am in the process of learning and needs more bravery. Teacher just gave me a piece of advice, be strong and be more brave, but not as strong as Guys! Lolss. Of course.

Happy birthday to a friend today!! :D You know who you are ! ^_^

《初戀這件小事》插曲_会有那么一天Rak Ter Tae Ter Mai

2011-10-19T18:20:00.000+08:00

wooots nice :))

The night

2011-10-18T22:15:00.000+08:00

A sudden chill on my spine just now! So scary lah, senses something. T_T

I am so bored right now

Anyone talk to me

dad and mum are asleep

arh,

might as well talk to my bear bear

wana get a hoodie like that too

Everytime We Touch

2011-10-17T18:30:00.000+08:00

Hmm. Nice song :)

I still hear your voice, when you sleep next to me
I still feel your touch in my dreams
Forgive me my weakness, but I don't know why
Without you it's hard to survive

Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling
And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last
Need you by my side
Cause everytime we touch, I feel this static
And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky
Can't you hear my heart beat slow
I can't let you go
Want you in my life

Your arms are my castle, your heart is my sky
They wipe away tears that I cry
The good and the bad times, we've been through them all
You make me rise when I fall

Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling
And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last
Need you by my side
Cause everytime we touch, I feel this static
And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky
Can't you hear my heart beat slow
I can't let you go
Want you in my life

Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling
And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last
Need you by my side
Cause everytime we touch, I feel this static
And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky
Can't you hear my heart beat slow
I can't let you go
Want you in my life

SE -Xperia

2011-10-17T14:41:00.002+08:00

Dad bought me this phone yesterday. Let's just don't talk about the price T_T Hehe.

I found it quite enjoyable to play this, I am a gamer

But, SPM is like so near , must control

I only play phone at outdoor especially in restaurant.

Ha, got to go leh~

Hate saying goodbye

I'll just say I love you :P

HAHAAHAA

Birthday

2011-10-16T13:58:00.000+08:00

I celebrated my early birthday yesterday, which means it was not on my actual birthday.

I had something on on my birthday so yup.

Wana tear that hotel down lah ><

Anyway, I was really happy and had a great night. I went to RH plaza for dinner and bumped into my cousin!! We sat down and talked and talked in the restaurant. Aha, girls talk especially on the same age really have no ending.

Going out to seek a phone later. Hope I will get a good one.

Now, going back to studies.

Tuition tonight, what a life.

Wendy! You must come!

Bits

2011-10-15T18:32:00.000+08:00

Lovely Day

2011-10-15T18:21:00.000+08:00

Brendy's photography. Sorry but yea XD

Too nice!

Ever since I saw Brendy's drawing, my mind came across this idea, everyone have know their pathway and where it leads in the future but me, I have nothing. I felt quite lost at times, I even asked myself that what's the point to study this, would I need them in the future?For your information, I am like a mix art and science student. I have chosen Accounting to replace the bloody EST maybe its because just calculations. I hate memorizing things, oh wells, just memorize something that I am in love with and that's all. Even Sejarah, I have to reread and reread them again in order to KNOW what to write during my SPM Sejarah paper :'( Double stress! BUT, I will make the best out of it.

SPM is like so soon. Sooner than I thought. The month of January seems like just yesterday's history. I often forgot how much time I have left to study for SPM. Other than that, to continue my studies either locally or overseas. I guess I will cry like a crazy girl after I leave the terminal and proceed to the airplane and to leave this place called home.But..

Life is like a rainbow. It needs both sunshine and rain.

I have 2 sisters in overseas now. At least they know where their pathway are. Ah, I miss you guys! But I really treasure the nights I slept alone in the big room without any snoring distractions XD I started to think about what shall I study after graduating from high school. Mum was planning to send me to either Sunway or Taylors in KL, but all this while I never thought of going there... especially alone with no friends and family and stressing with heavy studies and that I can't help but cry in the middle of the night. No No. Cross that idea out even I have filled some sort of form that the Taylors agent gave me =S Fine, just ignore it haha! =p Dad wanted to send me to UK which is so damn faraway omg! Crazy Dad, so willing and happily to send your daughter to a place so far away from you, you don't miss me at all izit. Ish yea, you don't want me anymore. HAHA. just kidding lah, enough random.

I think quite a few days already. I plan to go to Swinburne in Kuching, then branch to Swinburne, Melbourne. Then, I can get to be with my sisters!!! :D Haha, but most importantly, studies. As I asked an agent today, they can accept me at anyhow. I feel delight today as I finally no need to stress about thinking the course I want to study.

Mum surprised me with a birthday cake just now. Wow, thanks mum! =) And another phone call from dad that he is bringing us out to Bella Italia restaurant located at RH plaza.

I definitely would not leave this place.. well not yet to further my studies =( Like now, I am surrounded by lovely family and I love all my friends here.

Miss going to the beach.

Delightful day! I love you! ^_^

3

2011-10-15T13:01:00.001+08:00

A good relationship should have 3 things: eyes that won't cry, lips that won't lie and love that won't die.

Do it

2011-10-14T14:56:00.000+08:00

Here’s to the crazy ones.
The misfits.
The rebels.
The troublemakers.
The round pegs in the square holes.
The ones who see things differently.
They’re not fond of rules.
And they have no respect for the status quo.
You can praise them, disagree with them, quote them,
disbelieve them, glorify or vilify them.
About the only thing you can’t do is ignore them.
Because they change things.
They invent. They imagine. They heal.
They explore. They create. They inspire.
They push the human race forward.
Maybe they have to be crazy.
How else can you stare at an empty canvas and see a work of art?
Or sit in silence and hear a song that’s never been written?
Or gaze at a red planet and see a laboratory on wheels?
We make tools for these kinds of people.
While some see them as the crazy ones,
we see genius.
Because the people who are crazy enough to think
they can change the world, are the ones who do.

— Steve Jobs

《只对你说》

2011-10-10T17:19:00.000+08:00

站在寂寞的舞台上 灯光下拖着自己的 影子 音乐重 
复我们共同 的忧伤

不是每一次的演唱 就可以淡忘 
明天没有你

In my heart we''ll never be apart 
残留手上的香味提醒我 在数位相机里 留下的承诺 
每一封简讯 传出的思念 都对你说 莎郎嘿哟 means 
"I love you

代表着我 离不开你 每分每秒

每一个 声音 只有你撒娇 会让我微笑 只对你说

I will love you and forevermore

我答应 baby you will see

每一个我都属于你 残留手上的香味提醒我

在数 位相机里 留下的承诺

每一封简讯 传出的思念

都对 你说means "I love you

代表着我 离不开你 每分每秒

每一个声音 只有你撒娇 会让我微笑 只对你说

I will love you and forevermore

我答应 baby you will see

每一个我都属于你 means "I love you 
代表着我 离不开你 每分每秒 每一个声音

只有你撒 娇 会让我微笑

只对你说 I will love you and forevermore

我答应 baby you will see

每一个我 
都属于你

Oh baby I will love you because

我都 属于你

Star

2011-10-09T22:21:00.000+08:00

I want to stargaze tonight

would you like to come with me? ;)

STUDY

2011-10-09T14:59:00.000+08:00

你首先要清楚自己哪一科成绩好或坏

你对什么感兴趣

父母对你期望什么

父母所期望的你可否达到

知道这些后你可以制定计划

兴趣在第一位

然后是成绩坏的科目

有时可以偶尔温习下成绩好的科目

父母期望的你如果能达到就尽量去做

不行则要跟他们沟通让他们理解你接受你的想法

一天除去上课时间以外要有2小时自习时间

如果做不到不必刻意去做

可以放松下做你喜欢的事

对电视电脑的时间把握也很重要

可以制作票限制每一回可以看多长时间

上课专心点就可以了

最好多回答问题

这样老师对你的印象会比较好

会多表扬你

你没自信的时候这是一个鼓励的方式

這幾句話..給大家共勉一下..希望可以使你們不要在國中階段留下遺憾..看完請回應一下..

1.用平常心去面對一切將會發現所有出現在生命中的挫折~困難~壓力...到了明天....將只是過程！

2.人生有夢,築夢踏實一步一階,步步踏實凡走過必留下痕跡謙受益滿招損

凡事謙卑為懷必能迎刃而解相信自我,肯定信念才是生命中永恆的依靠

3. 或許面前有許多不可知的困難但相信是短暫的當走過困難後結果會是特別甜美的！

4. 人生的目標是奮鬥從那兒跌倒從那兒站起來~~!加油用你自己堅忍不拔的毅力為人生而奮鬥吧~~！

5. 你不能決定生命的長度但是你可以控制它的寬度你不能左右天氣但是你可以改變心情

你不能改變容貌但是你可以展現笑容為每一個今天加油！

6. 做任何事都取決於心成與敗都取信於己生與死都只能聽天由命~~你不能違背天命

但是你卻可以主宰自己的未來！成敗不代表一切將來要靠現在去掌握！

7. 休息為了走更長遠的路....讀書是為了奠定更好的基礎

8. 此時的失敗,不代表之前你所做的努力都是錯誤. 此時的成功,不代表之後你毋須在打拼在走下去.

9.失敗是成功之路上應繳的學費放棄就是對不起自己沒有困難的人生是最悲慘的

10. 不要以為買書就會考好成績~別當書是護身符~買心安的~~要讀!!要讀!!

11. 學如逆水行舟不進則退

12.過河的卒勇往直前

人生四部曲：努力讀書、好好工作、拼命賺錢、過優質生活

书到用时方恨少。

每一本书是一级小阶梯，我每爬一级，就更脱离畜牲而上升到人类，更接近美好生活的观念，更热爱这本书。--《高尔基论青年》

在学习中取得知识，在战斗中取得勇敢。

图书馆使我得以有恒地研习而增进我的知识，每天我停留在里面一两个钟头，用这个办法相当的补足了我失掉的高深jiaoyu。-----《富兰克林自传》

光阴给我们经验，读书给我们知识。------奥斯特洛夫斯基

读书就应像饥饿的人扑在面包上一样

书都读得来的人，还怕有什么做不来的。

拜读名家大作，可造就雄辩之才。

年轻时读书就像迎着朝阳走路

爱好读书，就能把无聊的时刻变成喜悦的时刻。

读书对于我来说是驱散生活中的不愉快的最好手段。没有一种苦恼是读书所不能驱散的。

凡读无益之书，皆是玩物丧志。（清）

劳于读书，逸于作文。

在所阅读的书本中找出可以把自己引到深处的东西，把其它一切统统抛掉，就是抛掉使头脑负担过重和会把自己诱离要点的一切。-----爱因斯坦

书，这是这一代对另一代人精神上的遗言，这是将死的老人对刚刚开始生活的青年人的忠告，这是准备去休息的哨兵向前来代替他的岗位的哨兵的命令。-------《赫尔岑论文学》

爱看书的青年，大可以看看本分以外的书，即课外书……譬如学理科的，偏看看文学书，学文学的，偏看看科学书，看看别人在那里研究的，究竟是怎么一回事。这样子，对于别人，别事，可以更深的了解。--《鲁迅全集》

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读书贵神解，无事守章句。

各种蠢事，在每天读书的影响下，仿佛在火上一样，渐渐溶化。------雨果

理想的书籍是智慧的钥匙。-----托尔斯泰

童心便有爱书癖，手指今余把笔痕。（唐）

遇见

2011-10-08T23:14:00.000+08:00

爱情是一种遇见，不能等待也没有准备~ 晚安 :)

Hehe

Get it online

Of Thoughts

2011-10-06T18:24:00.001+08:00

So, how should I start? It has been really long since I really really sit down and blog properly. What I do through all this month is just sitting down, post a picture, write a short paragraph, and that's it. I feel quite bad for this blog. Isn't this blog about my teenager life? Orrr kids life. I feel like a kid. Ok, that's random. I am still 16. Busy week ahead. I had a good night sleep last night, exam weeks, layers of black rings around my eyes. Finally, I can have 7 hours sleep straight until the dawn. But I hate my alarm clock ringtone, all I did was just open my eyes, no no, its not, its not in the morning yet, then I'll just look around blindly, shut off the alarm clock, pull over blanket, and went back to sleep again. Until a sudden yell from my mum downstairs, then I wake up. Ugh, what a day.

I've got back my mock exam results. It was not that good as I expected. Stupid mistakes >< I hope I would not do such careless mistakes in SPM. It is really serious. And I feel guilty today. I slept in the class, I laughed with my crazy friends in the class, I played in the class. Even worse, I ate in the class yesterday . HAHA. I was too hungry, yup, pity my stomach. Oh no, look at the time! I must cook now.

Whatever, last paragraph. Can't wait for my new phone this weekend! I want to get a Blackberry Torch 9800. Audrey recommended Sony Ericson Android something which I had forgotten T_T Oh no, should ask her again tomorrow. As long as it is touch screen, I never try using a touch screen one. Haha. Curiousity wins everything.

Yes, I am still 16. I don't think I am young... yet. I confirm I myself old once I reach 20. Another year, again, can't celebrate my birthday really really well on that particular date. Because why, I will be attending a "camp" at Kuching Park Hotel. No, it is not for fun. It is an Akaun Camp, which you will be going to learn akaun for the whole day till 12.00am. Goodness, I am not going to complain :) Must feel thankful on top of that and SO thankful it is not a Biology Camp. Haha. Biology is kinda my poorest subject. 3 days 2 night, buuut, when I was reading the notice teacher gave us, a ton of bricks hit my head. 21-23 Oktober. My birthday is on the 22nd! Oh nooooo. :( I told my parents about that. They say they will celebrate with me before that 3 days. Haha. As long as I can get to eat with them then ok liao. Before my dad leaves to NZ.

I really must fix the dinner. I shall start Chemistry tonight. Bye people :) Smile before you leave :D

Phone Post

2011-10-03T18:18:00.000+08:00

I am going out for movie later.

So thrill

Long 2 weeks of trial exam

Finally can relax my mind for a short while.

Parents planning to get me a phone

Since I have used mine for so long

Nooo, nostalgia :(

Anyways!

Kinda happy lah but I will still keep my old phone in my memory box :)

I want a Blackberry torch

Or some phone that's exactly like the picture above

I want a touchscreen one :D

Price less than RM 1000 :)

RM 1001 is acceptable :x

Exams

2011-09-30T23:25:00.000+08:00

Getting so lazy like now. Long 2 weeks of answering trial papers and studying untill late at night. But usually I slept at 11.30pm or less than that few hours. I just can't wonder why my friends can stay up so late or even wake up in the middle of the night just to study. Does all smart students do thattt? Oh no. I am a really lazy girl who already snores when you guys studies like crazy. Ah.

Shall clear up my books a little bit neater as I just throw my books here and there during the exam time. Short notes, notebooks even beside my bed and everywhere beside my desk. HEH. One more bloody paper lefttt! And I am freeee just before SPM.

Chill. Reading is fun :)

Exam Madness #3

2011-09-28T18:20:00.001+08:00

Wow, time really flies. It had been almost a week or two sitting for my long mock exam. Study everyday as its a part of my life. I am so get used to it even before bed, I had my books everywhere, oh wells, it was just on the floor and on the bedside table. Ah. Add Maths wasn't thaaaaat good today. I have not done really well. I think I have lost 10 marks for sure in Paper 2 :'(

I shall score well for my account. SHALL. Oh nana. And I can have a movie outing and go to Starbucks to high with my friends. Yayyy. Biology test tomorrow. I drank nescafe for lunch and studied straight till 4.30pm. Hehe, actually, I skipped tuition lah. Woohoo. Mummy doesn't care what lol. Maybe its because its mock so yup. Tell you, it really works! Nescafe as lunch. Cause more oxygen supply to your brain than helping in digestion of your stomach. Hungry? Duh, but you can forget about it as long as you concentrate on your studies. And you can eattttt after that.

I realised I have to work harder. Saturday and Sunday schedules with account revision.

Bye guys! Work hard.

Exam Madness #2

2011-09-27T15:39:00.000+08:00

Wow, tumblr has so much to explore with :)

Incredibly, I received tips again from my friend yesterday . To my friend: Hope god bless you all the time in your entire life. :D It guides me a lot lol so I just have to spend time on what matters. However, for SPM, there will be no tips at all. Kinda sad ugh, but have to reeeeeeeally study after the mock exam. Hehe! Celebrate first then gona sleep the whole day to replace those burnt midnight oil day and starts for the next round. Hope its enjoyable to be working so hard just to achieve my goals. My goals? Ya , I remember, straight A's enough.

Then the B for the Biology , The Bullshit Biology, Don't give me a B when I receive my result slip ><

Work hard on Add Maths next. Actually, I 'll be having account tuition tonight but teacher had cancelled it a week ago. Hmm, I was actually planning to do some revision in the tuition buuuuut no more. :( I haven't start studying account yet as almost all of my study time had packed with Biology and Sejarah.... and others too.

A pic to share

It was during Christmas Eve last year

The dwarf is sooo funny, hahahah.

Guess where is it? :)

Just look at the wallclock! Its 3.30pm! Ohmineeeeeee.

*flip open boooooksss*

Bye people! :)

Flashback

2011-09-24T19:05:00.000+08:00

I walk up the stairs
Look at the steps one by one
Once, I used to climb out one by one using my small little hands
Now, I can just hop all the way up and reach the top in just a few minutes.

And I turn to the left and walk into a room
Glowing dawn light immerses the room with neon light
Feel the room with warmness
And a familiar feeling that I have forgotten

It was a long time ago
That I spent my moments here
Never care the world around me
Cause I have created a world on my own self

I built up a house
Using all kind of things that I can grab of
It was a house with my imaginations
That someday I can live inside

Doodles on the wall
That I guiltly covered with a cupboard
With the help of my maid
And they were never found

I push open the cupboard
As hard as I could
Then carefully observe all the doodles
That I have drawn using my small hands and crayons

I kneel down
I touch them
It is icy cold
A big strength of nostalgia hit me

I am so glad to have a wonderful childhood life
It was long time ago
But I will never forget the moment that
I hided myself in the same cupboard
When the storm roared in the middle of the night

Happy moment and sad moment
No matter how much you struggled
Get over them quickly
If anyone grabbed away your happiness
NEVER let them to
Keep your happiness, Feel it and share it

Mocha Chill

2011-09-23T15:20:00.000+08:00

Iced Mocha and a Lomo camera after the exam

Can't wait for it

Of Photo & Book

2011-09-23T15:09:00.000+08:00

Photo of the day. Like it? :)

The very fun thing to look forward is when you wake up every morning and plan what to dress up. Aha. I am someone who love dressing up generally. What shall I wear tomorrow morning to go out with then? Woono. School uniform. Don't get shock haha. Cause I'll be attending a History Talk in my school hall tomorrow. Ya, school uniform sounds boring.

I was planning to sleep after coming back to school today. But, I just miss my computer and by not touching it for a week. Hand's itch. So here I am now. Its 3pm and I have to start refresh my Add Maths memory. Aalalalaalalalaaaaaaaaa. More books to memorise ahead especially the Biology and Physics. I used to love those subjects last year. Used to Lol. Whatever. BUT I can get over all this. :)

Lack of sleep? Yup kinda. Halfway sitting for my Chem paper, my eyes were quite heavy and it unpredictably closed. Closed for a minute and I woke up again. Imagine the pressure if I hand up my paper without anything on it. Oh no. Exam madness. Lala. Never mind. Will work harder after the exam and lots more happy things are going to happen :)

Just look at those books

I never wake up in the middle of the night just to study. Oh no, are all the smart people wake up at night and studyyyy? I asked my friends today once I reached class. One of my friend woke up at 3 in the morning, another of my friend woke up at 12 , ( she slept at 11 ) Oh, how random is that. Should I try that?

Hmm. Have you guys seen the very first picture above? How was it people? Haha :D

I have a NEW one! :)

2011-09-16T23:46:00.000+08:00

This will be my next outfit

Change stripes pants to a high waist knee length jeans will be ok :)

Bought a cardi

Japan import

Original Price : RM88

Money out from my purse is onlyyyyy

RM 20!!!

BUAHAHAHAHHHAAHAHHAHAA

Post

2011-09-16T23:41:00.000+08:00

Life still goes on

At least I've tried my really best to be the best out of myself

I know that I have a lots more to go

Till then, I don't have a really trustful buddy to share everything with

Like duh, do you share everything will even your bestest friend?

But no offence lah, I still adore friendship :)

Currently liking Tuesday though

Just like to attend the tuition cause I always have lots of fun there

Humorous and crazy friends

I just love them because I love them

Even the jokes were not funny, but you just couldn't stop laughing just because they laugh

Muahaha

Studying studying History everyday

I have account tuition tomorrow night for replacement

5-7.30pm

Which is just

AFTER my Add Maths tuition

Oops :(

How sad is that

Never mind

Josephine will be there for me

cheers people

I should get to sleep to charge my energy

The last piece of information

I watched Nasi Lemak today at MBO

12.30-2.00pm :)

Awesome and KINDA worth

for queueing at least half an hour straight

寂寞的中秋节

2011-09-12T22:36:00.000+08:00

今天，我过了一个很寂寞的中秋节

　以前年幼的我都会蹦蹦跳跳的把玩着蜡烛，灯笼

　开开心心地吃月饼

　时间越久

　一年一年的过去了

　几时开始不需要别人的帮忙

　也能轻而一举的点蜡烛

　不需要别人的帮忙

　而提灯笼

　几时开始觉得老了

　灯笼是小孩子玩的东西

　今夜

连一个灯笼也没点着

　只吃了一分八的月饼

就开始K书了

读了将近十点钟

　伸了伸懒腰

　发现窗口外头有许许多多的孔明灯

　一个一个的往天上的月亮飘

　仿佛像嫦娥似的

　现在一股感觉涌了上来

　我很想很想点一盏灯笼

　把所有的不安都丢进去烧掉

　吃月饼把甜甜的心情吃进肚子里

　我本来想睡了

　看着孔明灯

　发现自己很不想在压抑自己的情绪了

　也许我会陪着我的猫一起点燃一个灯笼

　也许吧

　这是第一年来我没点燃属于我自己的灯笼

　可能

　我会添加多一个蜡烛在我今年的生日蛋糕上吧

　代替今晚的

　我还不想睡

　及时明早还得起得早

　也许是有一点儿情绪化的缘故

　快点儿快乐起来吧

　一定能渡过难关的

　老娘跟你拼了

2011-09-09T21:54:00.004+08:00

I really don't feel like studying.... especially on a Friday night.

WTF

Books and More Books

2011-09-09T16:30:00.000+08:00

Hey people. I should have studying now but instead I ended up on the sofa and had my late lunch. Afternoon is not my productive hour so I might sleep on the book imagining my book as the pillow. So frustrating, I know. HEHE. I'll be having my mock exams in another 2 more weeks. I am currently struggling with history and biology now. Need a lot of memory work. Just study 2 hours every night + in the school. It kinda kills my brain cells and my eyes got so tiring recently when the clock reaches 10.00 at night. I cut down my story book time which I usually did before bed to charge my battery for the next morning in school. Double stress much? I wish I can get over all this .

Something to learn for today:

Do not judge people, it just judge who you are
Appreciate every seconds of your Life
Appreciate all the people around you, even strangers
.... and cats! ( animal in general =p)
Biology??

Another list I am going to do after mock:

Sings Karaoke loudly to annoy neightbours since they annoyed me everyday
Browse over Youtube
Watch a movie
Get awesome clothes on sale ( I saved up moneyyyyy! :D)
Sends lomo film to shop for rinsing
Study study study...

Don't

2011-08-30T13:22:00.000+08:00

UGH, I am feeling kinda freaked out already for trying to lose weight. Its not that I am so lazy and wana take 5 packets of snacks out from the fridge and happily eat them off in the living room watching an awesome movie. It sounds great right? Well perhaps. I will feel guilty though after those moments, ( I never tried it) AND I will go exercise for the whole day long just to cut off those calories. Some skinny people even said that I tried that once, it was so great! What? You exercise? Come on. Enjoy your life, mate. Shut up, I am more obese than you ( even she is just 50 kilogrammes. =.= You 're the one who shoulda shut up and complain that your body is fat lah. Even your body shape is too enough to be a model.

I think I shouldn't turn up my life to the other way round. Should I just live my 90% entire life just to see how I look and try to read people's mind? NO. Its a big no no. I don't want anymore. I just realised, I wasted so much energy just trying to figure out how to make me prettier ( *_O) More importantly, not external appearance, its internal. Don't get me wrong, I mean the fact that make myself look prettier is to get me slimmer. I do exercise on the cross trainer, I do eat a lot of vegetables than meat ( I hate meat, don't ask me why :X) and I eat high fibre food. Oh wells, my genes is memang like that, I don't care anymore. My bones are big, I just have to accept the fact and not trying to starve myself and skip meals everyday. It just sounds crazy. Super crazy.

I hate criticized by people about my body shape. I will answer them back, got a problem. Does my look disturb you so much. Pissed off lah. I just sound rude to people ONLY related to this. I don't know why, I can control my emotions related to everything bad you did to me just except this one. Haha. Personalities I guess. There was once, a friend that I admired, oh, so 2 or 3 years ago, we were quite close and laugh at each other with the super lame jokes in the world. Until the very end, I don't know why that sometimes he kept asking me this, why not you lose your weight just abit. Then, he stopped. I knew that, he wanna continue by this , .... so that you look prettier. And then, we are not that close anymore, finally I left. Its not that I was doing some criticism on him or anything cruel, but just to let you know that, never ever do anything bad to someone you have feelings on, oh, just feeling lah! No matter what, family, friends, or even love. Even, you heart really mean it and that you knew that it will hurt that particular person, don't ever try to say them out. Once you said that, the hurt had done and you can't expect everything to be forgotten, however if you guys promised each other to forget that fact. Sounds so impossible of the promise.

This morning, I listened to a song that played by the radio, a song that made our friendship bonds, a song that rewind me back a lot of memories, a song that stop all the particular things that I am doing just to listen to that song. Forgiveness is the other love that can only seal your heart. But the scar remains behind. Try your best not to hurt anyone's feeling.

Sunday Thoughts

2011-08-28T22:13:00.001+08:00

I never understand people who don't have bookshelves

I had minimum 2 in my room

Haha

Bookss! :) ]

Long live the books!

10.54

2011-08-26T22:58:00.000+08:00

Haha.

Hey guys!

Got it from tumblr

Sorry if I 've spoiled your mood

IF so

Just finish burning midnight oil

Well, not really just until 10pm

Hehe~

I must have go to bed now

Cause I wana hug my pillooooow

Just get really inspired a nice girl from Youtube

Haha

She has the same initial as I am too

Holiday starts!

What's your plan anyway?

JJ 她说

2011-08-26T21:46:00.000+08:00

A Fact

2011-08-25T21:51:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, the people who don't talk to you

are the ones that really want to

Is it?

As a Harry Potter Fan!!!

2011-08-25T21:43:00.000+08:00

1997 - 2011

Harry Potter taught me that some things are worth dying for.
Ron Weasley taught me that believing in yourself is a hundred times more powerful than luck.
Hermione Granger taught me that an education is a girl’s best asset, even if it doesn’t make you many friends.
Severus Snape taught me to never, ever, ever judge someone.
Rubeus Hagrid taught me that anything can be cute with the right perspective.
Ginny Weasley taught me that bold is beautiful.
Lily Potter taught me that a mother’s love is the strongest force on earth.
Remus Lupin taught me that fear is the only thing I should be afraid of.
Dolores Umbridge taught me that education with a political agenda is a terrible, terrible thing.
Sirius Black taught me that the ones we love never truly leave us.
Albus Dumbledore taught me that good people are not always good.
Draco Malfoy taught me that bad people are not always bad.
Neville Longbottom taught me that courage is standing up for what’s right, even when you’re scared out of your mind.
Luna Lovegood taught me that weird is wonderful.
Dobby taught me that freedom is a gift.
Lucius Malfoy taught me that no amount of money, pomp, or circumstance will buy you true friends.
Fred & George Weasley taught me that sometimes all you need is a good laugh.
The Dursleys taught me that a world without imagination is a dull and dreary place.
Arthur Weasley taught me that a good sense of curiosity and a bit of obsession can be healthy.
Fleur Delacour taught me that true love is not based on appearance.
Molly Weasley taught me that a happy family is not measured in gold.
Bellatrix Lestrange taught me that hatred and prejudice rot your mind and can turn even the most beautiful person into a monster.
Kreacher taught me that if you want to get to know a man, look at how he treats his inferiors, not his equals.
Cho Chang taught me that rebound relationships almost never work.
Nymphadora Tonks taught me to love myself, no matter what I look like.
Percy Weasley taught me that, in the end, no career is worth sacrificing your family.
Sybill Trelawney taught me that you cannot change the past, only the future.
Lavender Brown taught me that physical relationships only last for so long.
Peter Pettigrew taught me that rats do not make good friends.
Nicholas Flamel taught me that to the well-prepared mind, death is but the next great adventure.
Minerva McGonagall taught me that a good cause is worth fighting for at any age.
Hedwig taught me that the love we have for our pets is very real.
Lord Voldemort taught me that a life without love is barely living.
J. K. Rowling taught me that the stories we love will always be with us.

Until the very end.

The story will never leave my heart, always and forever :)

After School Randomness

2011-08-22T15:07:00.000+08:00

Hey guys! Schools just ended and I kinda want to rest for awhile before I study. I just read a quote that wrote " You better stop ALL your worrying." Ha, ask if lah. If I don't worry much, how will I adjust my life to a better life. OH crap. I always feel sleepy when I start my studies in the afternoon. Well, especially after the meal. I just hated that or can't I skip meals? And then, you will see that I ended up on the sofa and snores loudly. That's really frustrating.

The other frustrating thing is I can't use my USB to connect my phone to the computer anymore. Which means, I can't deliver any pictures I took in my daily life for you guys to see. I know, its so sad right, and my blog is getting boring and boring. But, readers out there, don't leave me! You know you are very faithful one, eheeeheheh.

SPM..SPM..SPM

EXAM

I think I shall retired as a blogger by right.

OR its a must?

Fine, I am going to a temple tonight with my friends at 8pm to pray for the exam.

Ahaha. I paid RM20

Hope its worth it.

His Phone & Stomachace

2011-08-20T22:53:00.000+08:00

In a sudden silence, his phone rang. The whole room dropped in instant silence. He picked up his phone, clicked on the answer button and said a typical Hello. And his face sinked in confusion, " Heelllo?" All the people around him started to glance up and stopped their own work. He repeated the same thing again. Laughter bursted out of nowhere but stopped again in guilt. He showed his frustration, stood up and pushed the chair backward. He held out his hand and turned the doorknob then walked in to another room.

" HELLLLOOO??!! "

" AHAHAHAHHA."

Lol.
Hey guys. That was a real story happened today during my Add Maths tuition class. I found it really funny and I can't stop myself laughing with both of my friends for 15 minutes at maximum? I can't even control my breath because the stimulation of my adrenaline hormone was the way too high. Haha. On the next tuition class, Jo ( who have the same 2 tuitions as I am ) which was just now, we both laughed again because of that. Ahahaa. I had bursted out my laughter so I didn't find it really funny to laugh of now.

The second tuition for today is my replacement class. I don't find it tiring actually. Tuition is just fun besides just double study. But, the important part of today is I came down a really serious stomachache. Noted, I had eaten my dinner but I still don't know what actually is happening of my stomach. Conditions, air cond was blowing right at me, I had not a single jacket on, my stomach cramped like crazy, teacher was teaching, I can't pay a single concentration for the class. The first thought fills in my mind,.... " Home..."

But its just 6.30pm, you won't call your parents to pick you up right at this moment ? Just half an hour since tuition had started. Its kinda embarrassing. KINDA. But, thankfully, my friends were there for me. Some gave me a piece of cookie to eat, few chocolates, and here, I have to say a big thank you to Jojo! Josephine Marthida! For lending her awesome warm jacket to me, and she said that she don't feel cold at all. ( I don't know whether its true or not) Ahaha. =S Anyway! Thanks guys for the concerned you guys had given to me. So glad that I can be friends with you guys :)) I love ALL my friends :D

Including you!! <3 ( if you are my friend too , no strangers =p )

I will have another tuition tomorrow morning. Haiz. STUDY

Oh, Pan Wei Bo is here in Kuching right? Fine, I don't get to see him, but lets see the bright side, I don't have to squeeze around with people, scold here and there just to take a pic of him. Its kinda lame and childish way. And I know I am a lazy person. :(

YOUTUBE TIME.

Meredith Lee

Late Night Thoughts

A Leather Day

白色情人节快乐

Of Scales

This World

Blues

Music, The Partner

心在作怪

Shopping Weekends

命中注定

To do list 2012

How I spend my Feb/ March holiday!

My Day In Quotes

开始喜欢上阴天

A Valentine.

Malaysian Studies

我

Chill

20 more important things to do

Productive not

Blog

Swin's Library

School Life

想い出は遠くの日々

Orientation

Law Talk , Registration

A New Beginning

Truth Game

Things To Do

Christmas Eve

Movie Outing

WESTLIFE - HARD TO SAY I'M SORRY LYRICS

Sick Day

Post After SPM

12.03am

Randomlyyy

I am a Pikachoo

Biology is Over

Post SPM (4) Dream

:p

Post SPM (3) Boring Night

Post SPM (2) Physics Day

" You are the Apple Of my Eye" Movies

MORAL

Can't Wait!

Post SPM (1)

=)

No more social life

Greetings!

Soledad- Westlife (w/ lyrics)

Fun :)

Thoughts Of Vietnam

We Are Normal

7.right now u r thinking to like this post

8. right now you want to share this with your friends.

8. right now you think you have to study and 8.at each point u laughed thinking"i also do d same " :P ZZZ

HAHA :p

Got some random questions today: Here are my anwer loh. I don't use makeup. Another questions, next time! =)

Jay Chou- Dandelion's Promise 蒲公英的约定 MV

Jay Chou - Pu Gong Ying De Yue Ding (Dandelion's Promise)

Lee Seung Gi - Difficult Words to Say MV (Eng subs)

Of Cherish

Life's good. Cherish it =]

Pray for Him

Short Update

《初戀這件小事》插曲_会有那么一天Rak Ter Tae Ter Mai

The night

Everytime We Touch

SE -Xperia

Birthday

Bits

Lovely Day

3

Do it

《只对你说》

Star

STUDY

遇见

Of Thoughts

8. right now you think you have to study and

8.at each point u laughed thinking"i also do d same " :P

ZZZ